fairie

Wow, it's been a while hasnt it? Well not much is really new with me. Just been working a lot and making that money. I got my car back last week. It still runs a little crappy but it's running so right now that's all that matters. Nick and I are getting ourselves out of debt so that also makes me very happy. Just gotta pay them bills and then it's time for Christmas shopping and shopping for myself which I really need. I've really been wanting to go get a pedicure and get my hair trimmed. And then I wanna dye my hair again. I just want a day to pamper myself because it's been sooo long since I've had the chance.

Let's see...what else...umm, for a while I thought I was pregnant and actually....I was kinda hoping I was. It's just like every one around me is having kids and having their cute little babies and starting their families and I want that. People might say I'm too young and I still have a whole life ahead of me but I'm ready for it now. I have the man I wanna spend the rest of my life with, have kids and have a family life with. But I guess right now it's a good thing I didnt get pregnant since we're no where close to having a wedding and we're not as financially stable as we would like to be to start a family. As much as I envy other girls who have it now, I guess it's worth the wait. It's better to wait til I'm married and am making a lot more money. But I do know for sure that we're gonna start trying in three years when I'm 21 and in the air force making the big bucks.

I need to start getting ready for work so I leave you with a few pictures...


Yeah, my cleavage is rather huge


Forgot to put on the flash


I got all up into the camera


I decided to go natural with the hair. I let it air dry and showed off my natural waves.

Hope you enjoyed today's update.