I feel thoroughly like shit.
Not physically I mean, but emotionally, personally, internally, I'm not even really sure.
Like I was already confused by where I was a week ago, what I wanted, what I was doing and where I was going.
Now, after NYE, it's completely knocked me for six on top of all of that.
And only a couple of weeks before that I was more content with my life than I had been in years.
I miss having someone to talk to about how batshit insane I can be.