I'm a bit concerned to be honest.
I'd been having a rough couple of weeks, just generally feeling flat and just meh on life. (It's a technical term).
Then over the weekend I had a kind of epiphany. I've wasted far too much time and effort on people I can't stand and who don't deserve it and nowhere near enough on the people who actually help me, who have my back and who put up with my crap.
So this morning as mostly a symbolic kind of gesture I posted an update mentioning a bunch of people and basically saying 'thanks for putting up with all of my bullshit, you're good eggs'.
Literally about 3 seconds after I posted that I got a text from one of them asking if I was okay. So I obviously replied and explained to her what I was doing and all that to which she replied, and I quote: "phew. Was just worried that was a suicide note."
...the fuck?
Do I seriously come off as that much of a wreck? That depressed? That much of a headcase? That much of... I don't even have any idea...
I mean I know I can be a bit melodramatic at times but that really shocked me, and scared me more than a bit, that people might see me that way.