i watched this really bad 80's flick with Paulsandman the other night. we even made a drinking game for it. you'd be drunk off your ass in 15 min. i swear. Paul is such a great guy and funny as hell. my brother is home. he has changed so much. so grown up, a neat freak, has a good head on his shoulders, doesnt have...
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osoesoteric:
what flick... i love cheesy 80' movies... there the best 
jasonxstar:
good to hear your brother came back safe!Oh and the drinking games i play you'll be drunk in 5 mins 
added some pics up in my pic section. i went to a concert last night and had fun though the 300 pound guy who pushed me into the pit was an asshole. my brother comes home today. happy about that. i hate cleaning... i am jealous of many things right now. that i dont want to get into really. i just hate the feeling. i...
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paulsandman:
Thanks for watching the movie with me last night that was fun
osoesoteric:
what concert did you go to? come on i thought everyone liked being pushed in to a pit by a 300 pound guy 
i figured that it was meant for me not to drive. i cant go anywhere, cant see people, cant go to parties, cant meet new people, cant leave the hell that is my home, etc. i have no life but school and work. so i sit at home and get fat. i am waiting for when my brother comes home from boot camp. it will...
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jasonxstar:
hush hush sweets 
you rock!
you rock!
monet:
Rae I know times are tough,a nd i really appreciate you taking time to comment on my set. thanks hunnay!
i dont know why i try sometimes. i really dont. but i am not going to go into my pain here. hope everyone is doing well.
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bleeder:
Is everything ok? Whats up?
anger:
I wish I could give you a pet duck that would always make you happy when you hold it. I hope things get better, Rae.
i am so sick of my ex calling me nonstop and it is pissing me off. i miss Kungfukender i want to be near him. but i dont know. i am alone right now and wish not to be. i know i should use this time to reflect on myself and whatever but i dont know. i still long to be held and kissed. ah...
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punkinhead:
A drop of golden sun?
hang in there,
ph
hang in there,
ph
alistairmather:
reflecting on the self at times like this is often bad. leads to spiraling loops of self loathing and depression. best instead to reflect upon the world, its mysteries, and the beauty it gives so freely and is so often ignored.
i broke up with my boyfriend. i am finally able to stand up for myself. school is alright. work is hell i need a new job so bad. i miss talking to my best friend mike. its werid being single after being with someone for two years. very odd. my family is in shock since they for some reason liked him alot. ah well nothing...
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osoesoteric:
Wow.. well it sounds like it all went down pretty good.. hope everything is going well with you... talk to you soon..
jasonxstar:
awww sorry hun
work was shitty these past few days. I got yelled and also suspended for having no doctors note for the times i couldnt come to work since i was ill or couldnt do to my mental illnesses. which sucks. i started to cry at work and felt like shit. but they said i was a great worker and wouldnt fire me at all. i hate...
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monet:
good luck with the new romance!
bluefreak:
work sucks! military sucks and i suck too but only when asked to. *rubber chicken of DOOM* and btw hail to the Wisconsinites but BOO to the packers they suck
well most know my shocking news. kungfukender told me he's in love with me. I secretly have been falling for him. But know i can let my feelings be known. Him and i talked for hours last night and it was so nice. I called him before he went to work today since i wont talk to him until friday night since he has to...
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nelok:
hooray for you!
toads:
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I am in shock right now. I really am. I just foudn out some news and i am so i dont know wow....... school was alright. i am really going to lean a lot in my design classes. its so great! i never had so many comments in my life then my last entry. i am on a diet. this is because i am debating...
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fenris23:
Ooh what news?
my boyfriend's car was broken into today. his stereo was taken and all of his cds. it was shitty as hell. then this homeless kept asking us for money while my b/f was on teh phone with the cops. it was crazy. school sucked. i dont want to work. i might not go i am so stressed. and migrains are killing me. all i see...
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alistairmather:
you have way too much stress in your life. at this rate, you're just setting yourself up for some kind of breakdown, or worse, an anyeurism.
life is terribly comedic and almost insultingly simple, if you just let it be. try to see the humour in everything and i garuntee you will find it.
and breathe.
watch the world dance around you and go dance with it. trust me, water molecules can waltz like nothing else, and they're rank amateurs when it comes to the flow and ebb of life.
good luck with the friendship. it sounds like you could really use it these days.
life is terribly comedic and almost insultingly simple, if you just let it be. try to see the humour in everything and i garuntee you will find it.
and breathe.
watch the world dance around you and go dance with it. trust me, water molecules can waltz like nothing else, and they're rank amateurs when it comes to the flow and ebb of life.
good luck with the friendship. it sounds like you could really use it these days.
toads:
AWWW your so nice, thank you!!! *hugs* p.s. You the girl, you the girl, you the girl. your such an angel
i have decided to not say i how i am feeling in these journals anymore or anything. if i have anything interesting to say i will update my journal. Dont mind me. I am just a tad upset. then again what the hell is new right? dont know who to trust or who to believe. ah well....
toads:
dont let morons deture you from speaking your mind. I enjoy reading your journals. Your a great person, Im glad to know you. dont let stupidity deture your heart, please
mexicant:
listen to KungfuKender. i don't really know you that well, but i do like what i have seen so far. you seem like a very nice, and often misunderstood person. i, for one, would seriously miss your updates.
i was told at work i will be a virgin forever since i am ugly as a dog. 
lovely 13 year olds they are so wonderful...... they asked me if i was a virgin and i said "is your mom?" and they said yes! what dumb asses. work was awful!! so stressful and so under staff it wasnt even funny. i want to go out...
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lovely 13 year olds they are so wonderful...... they asked me if i was a virgin and i said "is your mom?" and they said yes! what dumb asses. work was awful!! so stressful and so under staff it wasnt even funny. i want to go out... Read More
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mexicant:
aww... *hug*. don't worry about those dumbass kids, younger people have no sense these days (did i just say that?). and do listen to jora, she speaks the truth.
osoesoteric:
i'm sorry... little kids can be such assholes... ignore them