Tonight I feel all warm and plushy and nuzzly and snuggly and -- *cough*needy*cough* -- deserving of love.
It makes me feel better about the world, somehow, to know that David Letterman has Social Anxiety Disorder.
Is there truly any value in psychiatric counselling? Only if they can prescribe, I say.
*covets Xanax* But really, the doctor suggested I do that business, and I have...
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It makes me feel better about the world, somehow, to know that David Letterman has Social Anxiety Disorder.
Is there truly any value in psychiatric counselling? Only if they can prescribe, I say.
*covets Xanax* But really, the doctor suggested I do that business, and I have... Read More
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New Hair Uno
New Hair Dos
New Hair Tres
New Hair Quatro
Those are *AWFUL* quality pictures, golly, in trying to get the hair color accurate, my skin color went totally off.
My skin's very pale and transluscently pinkygold with freckles.... The hair is now dandelionsunshine light yellow.
I love it.
But those are just the worst pictures ever.
Just go look at the picture...
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New Hair Dos
New Hair Tres
New Hair Quatro
Those are *AWFUL* quality pictures, golly, in trying to get the hair color accurate, my skin color went totally off.
My skin's very pale and transluscently pinkygold with freckles.... The hair is now dandelionsunshine light yellow.
I love it.
But those are just the worst pictures ever.
Just go look at the picture...
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freyja__:
but at least the subject is adorable!!
cute 'do.
cute 'do.
arik:
hey, i put up that song i was working on finally, it's at
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Music/7034/
go and laugh at me :-)
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Music/7034/
go and laugh at me :-)
This, my friends, is a sexy fish.
His name's Gilbert. No fish pun, that, I'm just a dumb dork who's too infatuated with Anne of Green Gables.
His other eye is solid black, which makes him sexy and asymmetrical, and he lives with a beautiful raven-tressed mermaid holding a rather phallic seashell.
He likes swimming 'round, eating flakes, and long walks in the park.
His name's Gilbert. No fish pun, that, I'm just a dumb dork who's too infatuated with Anne of Green Gables.
His other eye is solid black, which makes him sexy and asymmetrical, and he lives with a beautiful raven-tressed mermaid holding a rather phallic seashell.
He likes swimming 'round, eating flakes, and long walks in the park.
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kingskottie:
heh, nice fish.
i f y ou like seafood... try SIX FEET UNDER on memorial by the oakland cemetary, cool seafood place.
i just moved from the ATL>
i f y ou like seafood... try SIX FEET UNDER on memorial by the oakland cemetary, cool seafood place.
i just moved from the ATL>
monovox:
Damn! That fish has some HUEVOS GIGANTES!
Argh. Depression, panic attacks, constant anxiety, tra la!!!! I'm bad-off, I must say.
I'm just hoping the nice mister-doctor-man will change round my meds and up some dosages or switch to stronger things entirely, because I can't get anything done, and I keep hurting people with my mood swings.
*knocks on the window of her pritty little cage*
Um, hey, it's getting kind of difficult...
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I'm just hoping the nice mister-doctor-man will change round my meds and up some dosages or switch to stronger things entirely, because I can't get anything done, and I keep hurting people with my mood swings.
*knocks on the window of her pritty little cage*
Um, hey, it's getting kind of difficult...
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arik:
i'm working on a jail bust for you!
cherrylou:
If it is of any help at all i know EXACTLY how u feel. When i go thru my mood swings i don't even recognise myself half of the time. Things will get better in time, until then, *big hugs*
Nice bottom by the way!
Nice bottom by the way!
Haha! Everything totally sucks, tra la!
But it's okay.
I'm swearing off the Ken.
No more of that emotional jerking-around-ness for me.
And as soon as I get home-home tonight, I'm spending the *entire* long weekend in my pajamas. Except for Saturday morning when I go shopping for more knitting supplies and a learn-to-crochet kit. Haha. But even then, I'll probably dress like a damn...
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But it's okay.
I'm swearing off the Ken.
No more of that emotional jerking-around-ness for me.
And as soon as I get home-home tonight, I'm spending the *entire* long weekend in my pajamas. Except for Saturday morning when I go shopping for more knitting supplies and a learn-to-crochet kit. Haha. But even then, I'll probably dress like a damn...
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arik:
running off to europe is a great idea :-) unless of course you are going to like italy or something which would be totally lame :p
and i'm back at the top of your friends list, woo!
and i'm back at the top of your friends list, woo!
faeriewench:
Heeeey now, not a damn thing wrong with Italy!!! 
But yeah, that wasn't exactly where I was thinking of at the time.
But yeah, that wasn't exactly where I was thinking of at the time.
Hoooo boy, am I pissed off.
Yeah, it would seem my school has banned access to suicidegirls from the school network.
Oh, but yes, I am here. Because, finally for once, THANK GOD FOR SUCKASS AOL. Yes, I can get here through the aol browser.
They prolly noticed it on their logs because I have it set as my homepage for netscape, so whenever I...
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Yeah, it would seem my school has banned access to suicidegirls from the school network.
Oh, but yes, I am here. Because, finally for once, THANK GOD FOR SUCKASS AOL. Yes, I can get here through the aol browser.
They prolly noticed it on their logs because I have it set as my homepage for netscape, so whenever I...
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arik:
i LOVE reading to girls. and supposedly i'm quite good at it too. *hint hint* :-)
stuff sucking is bad bad thing. hmm. i don't think any amount of tranqs could make scott baio disappear from my mind after that. :-)
anyway, what's up? hope you feel better today. i'm finally done with my 9 days of work in a row! sleeeeeeeep.
stuff sucking is bad bad thing. hmm. i don't think any amount of tranqs could make scott baio disappear from my mind after that. :-)
anyway, what's up? hope you feel better today. i'm finally done with my 9 days of work in a row! sleeeeeeeep.
arik:
where oh where has faeriewench gone?
i hope you are ok :-) and i hope you wander back soon!
i hope you are ok :-) and i hope you wander back soon!
Baahaaaa!!!
Ooooo kaaay...... Totally weird, that.
I was standing in front of my littlebitty space heater, as I do most winters in the morning, to get to a properly non-deceased-person temperature before I get dressed....
And I got warm enough, started walking to the closet, and went "OOOWWWW!!!!!"
The metal of my ring in my hood piercing had heated up tremendously and burned the hell...
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Ooooo kaaay...... Totally weird, that.
I was standing in front of my littlebitty space heater, as I do most winters in the morning, to get to a properly non-deceased-person temperature before I get dressed....
And I got warm enough, started walking to the closet, and went "OOOWWWW!!!!!"
The metal of my ring in my hood piercing had heated up tremendously and burned the hell...
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arik:
i just noticed i'm not first on your friend list anymore. damn.
faeriewench:
aaw!! *pet pet pet*
poor darling!!
*makes you some cocoa and knits you a hat to make up for it*
poor darling!!
*makes you some cocoa and knits you a hat to make up for it*
Argh.
Hate boys hate hate hate.
Bad to generalize, but just let me today, mmkay?
I'm gonna sit here and watch Brady Bunch until class.
Grawwwrrrrrr.
Hate boys hate hate hate.
Bad to generalize, but just let me today, mmkay?
I'm gonna sit here and watch Brady Bunch until class.
Grawwwrrrrrr.
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faeriewench:
I have a *fairly* comfy futon..... ) It suffices for movie-watching usually.
I had a long nap and now I need to sleep for the night, and it's just not working.
) It suffices for movie-watching usually.
I had a long nap and now I need to sleep for the night, and it's just not working.
steele3d:
If it's any consolation...
...I hate boys too.
...I hate boys too.
Oy vey.
This weekend I *swear* I shall be productive. I have to clean, set up my new rad pink sewing machine, train my hair to lay down flat, finish knitting my hat, and maybe even do some of that crazy "work" stuff they keep telling me I should do if I indeed plan to graduate in May.
But that's last on the list.
For...
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This weekend I *swear* I shall be productive. I have to clean, set up my new rad pink sewing machine, train my hair to lay down flat, finish knitting my hat, and maybe even do some of that crazy "work" stuff they keep telling me I should do if I indeed plan to graduate in May.
But that's last on the list.
For...
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faeriewench:
Yaaay for hot chocolate and eyelids and Dr. Jones!!! Woo!
I'm such in a movie mood tonight.... I'm definitely up for a hot-chocolate-and-dvd-fest!!! i'd even knit ya something!!!!
Woo!
I'm such in a movie mood tonight.... I'm definitely up for a hot-chocolate-and-dvd-fest!!!
i'd even knit ya something!!!!
arik:
woo, knitting! i don't know, that might be taking it a bit too fast don't you think? are we really ready for that step? i mean after all, i think girls who knit are fucking cool.
mmm. hot chocolate and dvd's and naked cherry coke. can't really beat that combo. i wonder what movies we would watch?
are we really ready for that step? i mean after all, i think girls who knit are fucking cool.
mmm. hot chocolate and dvd's and naked cherry coke. can't really beat that combo. i wonder what movies we would watch?
Mmmmm...... I found The Godfather on tv just now.
Perfection.
The music from this makes me swoon and melt. (as it should any decent girl with any substantial amount of Sicilian Mafia blood in her veins)
Ah, Al Pacino..... Yummy.
I have pizza, breadsticks, Jack Daniels bottled cocktails, and the Corleones. What could be more perfect.....
Right, that being hypothetical, I won't make the list...
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Perfection.
The music from this makes me swoon and melt. (as it should any decent girl with any substantial amount of Sicilian Mafia blood in her veins)
Ah, Al Pacino..... Yummy.
I have pizza, breadsticks, Jack Daniels bottled cocktails, and the Corleones. What could be more perfect.....
Right, that being hypothetical, I won't make the list...
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boxterjulep:
I spent a night walking around Kyoto getting lost, really lost. I saw the entire city that way. I was so tired when I finally did find my way it only made sense that I should buy porn from a vending machine. Only problem was the son-of-bitch took my money and gave nothing in return. Argh...
likittysplit:
you are sooooooo
adorable
adorable
I've had the I Wonder song from Sleeping Beauty in my head all day...
...why each little bird... has a someone... to sing to... sweet things to....
All that rubbish. Sigh.
I'm tired and overemotional and curious about one thing.
How many of you who stumble across this and care to reply are part of the livejournal and/or deadjournal cult(s)?
What're yer pseudonyms over there?...
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...why each little bird... has a someone... to sing to... sweet things to....
All that rubbish. Sigh.
I'm tired and overemotional and curious about one thing.
How many of you who stumble across this and care to reply are part of the livejournal and/or deadjournal cult(s)?
What're yer pseudonyms over there?...
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orchid1:
I am not a live journal, or any other type of journal for that matter, member. But I stumbled across this...
arik:
hehe, i had the rainbow connection stuck in my head for ages awhile back.
why are there so many songs about rainbows? and what's on the other side...
i'm don't have a livejournal or a deadjournal. is there really a think called deadjournal? heh.
hmm. never trust anyone who says trust me. :-)
i'm exactly 5 months older then you.
why are there so many songs about rainbows? and what's on the other side...
i'm don't have a livejournal or a deadjournal. is there really a think called deadjournal? heh.
hmm. never trust anyone who says trust me. :-)
i'm exactly 5 months older then you.
Oy vey.
I'm actually going to graduate. On time and everything.
My advisor should be voted into godhood.
It's sad when a girl finally gets up the nerve to ask a guy out on a date, but he lives 800-some-odd miles away.
It's even sadder when she gets turned down.
Harumph!
Another of my neon tetras is dying. Sigh. There should be stop-swimming-all-sideways-and-wonky medicine for...
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I'm actually going to graduate. On time and everything.
My advisor should be voted into godhood.
It's sad when a girl finally gets up the nerve to ask a guy out on a date, but he lives 800-some-odd miles away.
It's even sadder when she gets turned down.
Harumph!
Another of my neon tetras is dying. Sigh. There should be stop-swimming-all-sideways-and-wonky medicine for...
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faeriewench:
Girls knitting *IS* cool!!!!
You're so totally right.
Girls knitting *IS* cool!!!!
You're so totally right.
earplug6947:
props to all the boys who knit!
(is taking a hat-making clas)
(wants to take an afghan-making class)
(is taking a hat-making clas)
(wants to take an afghan-making class)
ha, i'm with you on the doctors! *hugs my Paxil & Welbutrin*. I know everyone hates counselors, but i actually didn't had a bad time with mine. at the least, since i have zero friends, it was a nice way for me to get stuff off my chest, and help give me a different perspective on things. But of course, everyone has different experiences with them. I'd say, if it's been a while, and you're feeling like meds alone aren't helping, give it a shot, and if you don't feel like it's doing any good, then stop if you want. Just my $.02