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My mom just called me from North Carolina, telling me that my baby since middle school (over 8 years), is in the hospital. I just don't know what to do. I want to go down there to be with him, and I feel so bad that I can't. I'm so scared that this is his time, and that I won't get to see him before he goes. He's my baby. I slept in the bathtub to keep him company when we first got him, and he's been my best friend ever since. I wanted to bring him to Ohio with me, but I couldn't. I miss him so much, and I just don't know what to do.

(pasted from kitties forum, i don't have it in me to say it all again)