Monday Nov 20, 2006

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Want to know what Saturday is... My 10 year high school reunion. *sigh* Not because I am getting older but for 2 other good reasons.

A) I have nothing to show for it. I feel as though I have accomplished nothing. Not married, no kids, no great job, no nice cars or huge house. Even though that is not what I want, everyone else there will be bragging about it. I wanted to be in Nashville by now writing music and livin the lifestyle. I feel like I failed on their terms and my terms too. My brother's advice is not to go, but if I do, remember, all those people suck. They will be content with being average and I am meant for bigger things. Fuck'em. I was tempted to wear a dress (you read right... a dress) just to say, "you fuckers take yourselves too seriously. Lighten up or go F yourself". I have nixed the dress idea and am going in all rockabilly attire. Cowboy shirt, greased hair, creepers. Oh yeah.

B) Only one person of the seven I really wanted to see is showing up. All the rest I could give 2 shits about. My middle finger might come out more than once that night.

Sorry if I sound angry but I had a really bad day at work. 2 people doing the same job. 1 makes $4000 and the other makes $200. Guess which one I am? So, to make myself feel better, I am going to try and make others feel better:
dmac is the coolest doctor I know... by far.
jamielee is the best "almost" chef I know.. I have tried a couple of her "fitst time" dishes and they were awesome. Look out Emeril.
einglaswein is back from the grey. Yay!!!
666irish is the hardest working man out there... plus he owes me money so I'm glad he's working smile
notthellama is almost as big of dork as I am... close but I am still the champion.
I am forgetting someone probably because I need sleep. Sorry.

Peace out G!

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notthellama:
no way man. you wish.

you should go to nashville and wear a dress. i'll visit. smile
and what do you mean no nice cars? i've seen your ride. smile
dmac:
Ten year reunions are only there to make you feel crappy and demoralized. It's practically a scientific fact. I actually WENT to my ten year reunion with my dirtbag husband at the time (who now, happily, is an EX) and I felt exactly like you. Done with college, but hadn't gotten my ass to grad school yet, had an okay job but not great, too much debt, no kids and not even a happy marriage to show for it. All the cheerleaders and football players STILL hang out in their coolish little cliques, all the so-called "geeks" were STILL relegated to the periphery of the room and there was nothing pleasant about it. It was like fuckin' prom night all over again. puke That, and the $350 ticket cost for the weekend really sucked ass too. Skip the ten. Go to the twenty instead. Trust me on this one.

Oh! I almost forgot.....

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