there was frost on the ground thi morning when i took my dogs outside....i wanted to do cartwheels i was so excited....the air smelled so crisp and cool....each drag from my cigarette was enjoyed more than the last....i in a way almost feel relieved that summer is just about over and winter is on its way.....im so much happier in the winter, underneath my sweaters and scarves.....
im working on a new painting right now...its 4'x6'....theres paint all over my floors and charcoal on my walls....i need to by a new sketch book that way i stop doodling on my bedroom walls....
i got kinda depressed today while painting...ive been thinking alot about whether or not i made the right decision about not going to college....i know i would have done well in college and i would have had a good time..but i honestly dont think its for me...i guess i could always go back...who knows....my parents think i did the right thing...they told me that as long as im happy in life then theyre happy for me...although im not all that sure if theyd still be singing that tune if they knew that i got offered full scholarships to all 3 of the places i applied to....annaliesa and jason are the only ones who know about that...well besides who ever stumbles upon this entry now....blah im depressing myself even more by talking aobut this now...im gonna get back to my painting now...hope you all have a lovely day....
im working on a new painting right now...its 4'x6'....theres paint all over my floors and charcoal on my walls....i need to by a new sketch book that way i stop doodling on my bedroom walls....
i got kinda depressed today while painting...ive been thinking alot about whether or not i made the right decision about not going to college....i know i would have done well in college and i would have had a good time..but i honestly dont think its for me...i guess i could always go back...who knows....my parents think i did the right thing...they told me that as long as im happy in life then theyre happy for me...although im not all that sure if theyd still be singing that tune if they knew that i got offered full scholarships to all 3 of the places i applied to....annaliesa and jason are the only ones who know about that...well besides who ever stumbles upon this entry now....blah im depressing myself even more by talking aobut this now...im gonna get back to my painting now...hope you all have a lovely day....
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You know college is not for everybody - even for many intelligent people. If you are happier with your decision then that is what is important. You know - I went 7 years of college and law school and often wish I had not.
I think I made the wrong decision because I'm not happy with the way things turned out.
So - you piant - then you will paint me something on canvas right??????? With browns and tans and burnt orange tones and burgundies??? And I will pay you for it and pay for shipping - right?????
And yes - if you are in Atlanta - I will teach you chess.
Most importantly, do you want what college will provide? Will going to college fill a proverbial hole?
At any rate, take care
Silver