Everyone deals with a sense of loss at some point. It's feel like thing are over, or will never be better again. Despair takes over, depression sets in. Even in these darkest times it's important to remember that the story isn't over. It's just getting ready to get better. We need these times to allow us to grow, to learn more about ourselves.

It's ok to use this time to reflect, prepare yourself for when you are ready to rise again. It will happen. Don't give up, it's just one chapter in the story. Don't close the book when the story isn't finished.

This past year has been a major struggle for me. It's knocked my feet out from under me and I'm struggling. I'm struggling, I haven't given up. Capricorns are hard headed and I refuse to allow this to define me. Me lying here, looking for the light, trying to figure out where I'm headed next, this isn't me. But, I feel like I need this time. Time of solitude and self reflection without distraction. Deep in my heart, I know that I will rise above and become a better person because of it. Doesn't mean that it doesn't hurt. It doesn't mean that I like going through it. I'm blessed to have the friends that I have. Friends that I didn't even know were there for me until I wasn't sure where to look.

So, if you are reading this, and not feeling the best about life, please keep this in mind. The story isn't over. Keep reading, it will be worth it.