exning

once again

every month a boy decides to leave
i need to find myself now, without the help of a boy/man around
because it's getting ridiculous
being heartbroken should not be one of my hobbies on my about me
so im dedicating my time to finding a job, finishing up the weeks i have left of this quarter, and spending time on my horrible health habits again like smoking and drinking ha. also, going to more shows because i realized how fun they were. went to see the banner, across five aprils, love hope and fear, and some other bands. the banner spent the night and kept me company after the day of hard crying so it was nice.