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feel like shit! depressed about the weather about my life! Im lonely! Things will get better i know but when will this anxiety/panic attacks go away! NO one even comments on my pix! its a big deal for me to be able to show my dick! I want to be bigger stronger more athletic,, but cant afford a trainer im 29 with what seems to be no future! Life is about choices and i guess im making bad ones, cause i dont have what I want! Other than my g/f she's great sometimes not supportive enough and way to critical of the things i enjoy! I dunno I dunno! I LOVE GOD AND HE HAS THE ANSWERS BUT ITS REALLY HARD SOMETIMES TO WAIT!!!!!