evon

i keep getting job offers its crazy! I had my second day of training at Dillards yesterday. Before i went to work, i wen to The Buckle in the mall to buy a shirt. As i was leaving a girl that worked in the store chased me down and asked me if i would be interested in a job. So after i get some sleep im going to take my ass up to the mall and bring their application back as well as a copy of my schedule from Dillards. Im excited. I also will be moving today. I have to go to Suburban lodge and get the key from Stephanie because shes being a little bitch. But once i get my key i will stop by the mall and then go home and circle around to the apartment with shipments of my stuff. Jeff is supposed to help me move but he works a double today. Hopefully he calls me when he gets out of work tonight. God i love that man. When/if he calls me when he gets in fom work we are going to hang out and then i am going to tell him that i love him. Ive been trying to wait and guestimate when the right time is, but i cant wait any longer. Im really nervous about telling him though. Im 100% sure that i love him, but i dont think he feels the same. I dont know how he will react and i just hope that i dont make a mistake, But i cant really help the way i feel about him. I mean we have been together for 5-6 months so its not like im saying it too soon or anything. *takes a deep breath* im more nervous because i dont know what kind of reaction he will give once i tell him. *sigh* i need to just go ahead and tell him. If he reacts negatively, then that means he and i (fire sign and water sign btw) shouldnt be together. I really hope that we work out and that the feeling is reciprocal...cross your fingers!