Oh my god, im shaking. In reference to the last entry i made about making ammends with people ive hurt. Jason sent me a hotbox back. He did accept my apology but refused to forgive me. Thats more than fair, so i cant gripe about anything. Still, i was really nervous before i opened it up.
Other than that, i scheduled my flight to Chicago earlier. My flight will leave here at 7:15 and i will get there around 7 their time, 8 my time. My interview isnt until 9. So that should give me enough time to get to the airport and find the place my interview is. The return will be hard to judge. The letter said to plan on spending a few hours with them. Im not exactly sure what that constitutes. But i knew i would be there later than 11am. There was no flight between the 11am and the 4pm, so i just scheduled to take the 4pm flight back to louisville. That will get me back here around 6? I think? Im really anxious about this interview. Im at a place right now that i dont really know what i want to do with my life. Im a bit half and half. I wouldnt mind staying at UPS and finishing up the last year of my bachelors degree, but then i would always wonder what it would be like if i had taken the Southwest Airline job. But then again, if i get the job, and decided after a few years that i dont particularly care for it anymore, i will be back in the same spot im in now, but without a job. Another thing that has my a bit uneasy is my relationship with Jeff. I really care about him. I cant say that i love him, but i do care deeply for him. I want he and i to be very close. I want to love him. I just havent gotten there yet. This whole "self awareness & improvement" thing im going through has helped me with a lot of issues as far as he and i are concerned. When we were first dating, i was very 'protective' or jealous. Paranoia from previous relationships had me fearful. I put up tons of walls, and now im finally allowing myself to tear some of them down and be close with people...its a nice transition! gotta go for now.
Other than that, i scheduled my flight to Chicago earlier. My flight will leave here at 7:15 and i will get there around 7 their time, 8 my time. My interview isnt until 9. So that should give me enough time to get to the airport and find the place my interview is. The return will be hard to judge. The letter said to plan on spending a few hours with them. Im not exactly sure what that constitutes. But i knew i would be there later than 11am. There was no flight between the 11am and the 4pm, so i just scheduled to take the 4pm flight back to louisville. That will get me back here around 6? I think? Im really anxious about this interview. Im at a place right now that i dont really know what i want to do with my life. Im a bit half and half. I wouldnt mind staying at UPS and finishing up the last year of my bachelors degree, but then i would always wonder what it would be like if i had taken the Southwest Airline job. But then again, if i get the job, and decided after a few years that i dont particularly care for it anymore, i will be back in the same spot im in now, but without a job. Another thing that has my a bit uneasy is my relationship with Jeff. I really care about him. I cant say that i love him, but i do care deeply for him. I want he and i to be very close. I want to love him. I just havent gotten there yet. This whole "self awareness & improvement" thing im going through has helped me with a lot of issues as far as he and i are concerned. When we were first dating, i was very 'protective' or jealous. Paranoia from previous relationships had me fearful. I put up tons of walls, and now im finally allowing myself to tear some of them down and be close with people...its a nice transition! gotta go for now.
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pyrate:
I heard about the call center jobs at Humana, and when i went to there website I couldn't find them really in the job search. Should I go down there?