okay, so...contrary to popular belief (or wishes) i am not dead...lol. Lots o stuff has been going on in my life over the past week though. As you all know, Jack and his family moved really close to me. Ive been helping them move in. Also ive been sick as shit. I was sick for about a week with what i think was the flu (but im not really sure what the hell it was). Then after i got over that, i got sick again. But it wasnt a cold or anything. It was the same lower abdominal pains that i had a few months ago. The same pain that lasted 3 fucking weeks. Im not sure what the hell it was, but when i took those antibiotics, the pain went away. We were supposed to have a catscan done to make sure, but it was too expensive, so we didnt...now it looks like whatever it was is comming back. For the past week ive had the same pains. Today they didnt hurt that bad, but it still hurt nonetheless. Tuesday night Jack and his dad had to take me to the Emergency Room at Audubon Hospital. Although we waited for 6 goddamned hours, we still didnt get to see the doctor. So we went back to their new house and i went to bed. To wake up the next day in pain...again. Fun stuff...Ive not said anything to mom yet, because i know she will be upset. But im going to let another week go by. If im still feelng the pain, then im going to tell her and see if something can be done. Well thats all for right now kids...im tired, just got home from work, and im going to lay down for a few hours...nighty night! 