📍🇹🇭 Hello everyone! This is gonna be a long update. Don't feel obliged to read it all, all you really need to know is in the title and the next small paragraph. ❤️
I am currently in hotel quarantine in Bangkok, Thailand for 10 days. Then moving south to Pattaya indefinitely.
Although I'm excited to be here, I'm still in disbelief and my stress has not yet subsided. I will try to organise my thoughts here on my blog to vent a little and tell you guys a bit about the process.
I cannot properly describe to you the combination of emotions and feelings I have experienced in the months leading up to this moment of leaving Australia to arrive here in Thailand. The dominant and constant feelings were certainly these: anxiety, stress (to the point where I'm now experiencing an abnormal amount of hairloss) and doubt/hopefulness. In the next 10 days I'm hoping to let it all wash over me and come out of quarantine somewhat ready for the next adventure of living in a different country for the first time in my life.
My only goal right now is to try and relax. 🙃 The first thing I did when I woke up this morning was grab my camera and snap photos of the view... which is usually fine, but I know it's also a really good distraction! First I need to deal with this overwhelming stress, my racing thoughts and I want to ground myself so I'm present and forced to focus on one thing at a time. I'm going to eat well (which for me means clean food, no added sugar and low/er carbs), light exercise and stretching in the morning and throughout the day, rehydrate and try to get more sleep.
So that's where I'm at right now. I will write down the actual step-by-step process needed to get to this point. I dealt with this, emotionally, obviously rather poorly. The main reason is that I had about a month to organise everything. Plus I had just moved interstae, started a new job, was living out of a camper that I had just bought and spent weeks fixing up with my dad... plus my family was going through some drama which I was kind of roped into from all sides as people came venting to me... yadda-yadda-ya. 🤔 This is probably why I'm losing hair. Haha!
That all aside, I have some fun things to show you guys now that my travel adventure has begun. I have been taking photos of my quarantine meals so you can see some slice-of-life stuff if you follow me on Twitter (@ evokemodel) I will be shooting some content for my OnlyFans since I have a massive corner window in my room, a huge bed, huge shower with water jets, and a BATH with a window into the room - I can be in the bath and still have a view outside. 👌🏻 I'm thinking of reopening my Patreon or starting my own website for a very cheap sub price for all the photos I take once I'm free from ASQ. I've been working on my photography and editing skills and got some good results from practicing in Queensland. But, all in good time. I'll share those details when it's ready.
The latest news I have about my next SG set is that it's 2 months until release to MR. I'll try to keep my blog updates coming and get more active on the site again while we wait. It's a moody beach set!
Thankyou for your patience with me this month, I just had too many other things going on outside of SG to be able to post here on top of it. ✈️✨
