evldedgrl

my fucking face is going to explode.monsterous infection brooding in lower jaw. surgery in 2 weeks. can i wait that long? i guess i'll just have to keep boozing it up to keep the pain at bay. don't take all the vicoden, you'll need them later. space it out. take your time. booze is cheaper.

i open your mouth, run fingers along teeth.
pick up the scalpel to see what's underneath.
i trace the knife down, the layers cut through.
oh, so much crimson for skin so pale blue.
i saw through those ribs one by one.
snap snap crack snap, are you having much fun?
what do you mean? it's been so great...
how could you disagree, it's not even that late.
there's more work to be had, more exploring to be done.
and when i'm finished you'll realize that i AM the ONE.
oh goodness me, i've reach it at last.
tell me how something so strong can stop beating so fast.
it really doesn't matter. it's too late now.
so i smile, i wink, and place a kiss upon your brow.

I question myself as i work through the night...
"can Death be cause by love at first sight?"?

some little diddy i wrote in the wee hours of the morning one of these past nights that i couldn't sleep due to the teeth issue.

RIP MATT Mcgorey