evil_mad_hatter

I haven't the time or energy to put anything significant in this space, yet feel the need for something new. I leave you with these words I scrawled on the wall of my old dorm room:

When the lights go out, the penguins will come
How I feel depends on who is in control at the time
So sayeth the peanut butter sandwich
When you...
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I have returned! Back is the Hatter and ready for a little of the Ultra-Violence. Here I am ready to find a few of my old friends and meet some new ones.

It feels good to return to this safe place outside of this small town built on unoriginality and segragation. For example: One night at the bar, the only one here in which one...
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Time for another one of my, as of late, too infrequent updates. Let's see. What's happened since I've updated last?

The most impact on anything is that I've a girl now. It quite nice, been messing around for far too long. The funny thing is that it hit me out of nowhere. Was hanging out with this girl for months and were really good friends...
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Went to the concert, it was great. I'm Uber drunk, like major. At friends's house, had the best two days I've had in a while, I need to move back here. nneed a sec here....

Vision stop[ped blurring. noit edditing now, pure drunken fun.

Computer at home's on the fritz, so I'm getting all I can whilre I can.

See Placebo live, great show. Slim's...
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Its the new me. Do you like it? I listened to my fashion advisors, my sister and Vicky, started growing the goatee a couple weeks ago and did the hair four days ago. It took me a couple days to get used to the hair, but now I really like it. So far Ive gotten rave reviews from every woman I know. Very good, yes,...
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Ah, my first night off in a while. I'm working everyday this week, twelve hour days, good times. The over time will be nice anyway.

Got fourth place in a costume contest at work. $150 baby. The costume I wanted to wear didn't get here in time and I was quite upset to say the least. I'd get $25 just for dressing up so while...
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It's getting to winter and I'm missing Washington. I want snow, real snow. A few feet of snow where you can build snowmen, go snowbarding anywhere instead of driving for hours and paying insane fees, make snow angels(did that naked once, now that's cold), and ice fishing is pretty fun, too, spin doughnuts, and the ever-enjoyable snowball fight.

California has it's good points, but I...
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This blows.

Got my costume in the mail today but it was the wrong friggan size. It's not the end of the world. I was going to end up using it for normal wear anyway. Sure it'll look a bit strange, but if I cared about looking strange occasionally I wouldn't have gone around the dorms wearing a towel as a cape. I do strnge...
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I'm going to a show next month in San Francisco. I just don't know which one yet. There's "Mindless Self Indulgence," "KMFDM," and "Placebo." I don't know, but I have to decide by tomarrow to request time off work. I like all of them and they're all different.

Navdeep is going to come down too. We haven't hung out since I left Fremont. My sister...
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First off I'd like to thank those who offered words of encouragment, it helped a lot. They kept me from picking the blade again, I have no idea how long the ones from the other day are going to take to heal.

I figured out what I'm going to dress up as for halloween. I'm throwing together a modern day Mad Hatter. I have everything...
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It's strange. I'm about to air something where hundreds can read it, or no one. The funny thing is that I don't care. Since I've none to talk to here, I might as well pretend that these words fall on ears that care. What's sad is that now this sounds like a pitiful cry for help. In actuality I just need to figure out... myself....
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For All Eternity

I hold up my sword, look into the blade
Then I see my reflection in the light.
Not mine I see, it is hard to explain
Her face I see, but how could that be true?
Her eyes look into mine with that passion.
That is a lie, I am trying to fool myself.
I am here to commit this act regardless....
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