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so today i start my weight loss journey i guess you could call it. now im going to start off by saying that i don't think im "fat" or anything, i am only a few pounds over weight but i'm not comfortable with my body anymore and i want to get back to a place where i feel ok with myself.

i'm currently just shy...
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lectorvyal:
i just have to say i think you look beautiful at the moment anywayblush i hope it goes well, any weight loss is good, not just self image but just to stay fit, i wish i had the will power to do the same.

i like that your into riding horsessmile mmmm... tight jodhpurs, long boots and riding crops!....er sorry got sidetracked there, lolbiggrin
kurosune:
WELCOME BACK EVESKI!!!!!

I was actually gonna surprise you by paying for your account to be reactivated, haha! Dammit, you beat me to it! smile
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so today was rather uneventful. as was my weekend. well i mean my best friend graduated from college. Bachelor of Arts, Magna Cum Laude. i'm pretty damn proud of her. we've been friends since i was two and she was almost 6. she's like a sister to me. and we used to look a lot alike, now we still kinda do but definitely less than...
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handsome_jack:
okay, found you smile
hysterian:
so many cute pet pictures! biggrin
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ok so i'm working on that whole appeal thing, i'm going to spend tomorrow fully researching what i can do to better my chances of getting back in. i also have a back up plan, which is always a plus. if i don't have my dismissal reversed or whatever you would call it, i can go to another college up in Vermont that is specifically...
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handsome_jack:
not sure about tumblr, I am on it, and I swear like 90% of the people on there just reblog other people's stuff. thats it. Though I do have fun with it some times. Oh and good luck with the appeal. Also question, I am getting an iphone when 5 comes out. which carrier you use?
handsome_jack:
it comes out probably around September
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so I'm being "dismissed" from my college bc of my grades. I can appeal it but who knows if that will even work. my parents have no idea. they are going to kill me. this is 100% my fault no way around it. I feel like shit. I'm going to have to write one hell of an appeal letter to get back in. fuck my...
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jimcurt99:
I'll get to you very soon young lady!! Really looking forward to drawing you- I have ideas!!!!
jimcurt99:
I can do whatever you want- just need good pictures- if I can see it- I can try to draw itkiss
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yeaaa iphoneeee haha i love this thing!! i've never had a phone that even had my email let alone internet, so this is a huge step up haha. any good apps that i should get? i have a few cool ones, instagram is pretty legit. i have my tumblr and twitter and all that other fun shit on there too.

uhmmm no pretty pictures but...
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pilot:
heck yes instagram is AWESOME!! also sorry i didnt reply to your question yet... just now getting around to answering everything wink i just have to go back over a few areas on my chest piece and add some little details... it wont look too much different than now. also your phone cover is sooo freaking RAD! kiss hope you have a lovely week!
deadangst:
Now I asked myself, How have I lived without an iPhone all this time? tongue, this shit is additive
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well i said something positive about myself today and enjoyed the sunshine, so theres two goals!

had a pretty awesome day catching up with my best friend Emily. its so good to have her back in my life!! we just both were so busy with school and now we're both on break and can just chill and get crazy together like the good old days....
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eveski:
Merlowe i cant reply on your blog, but the one that was half way out is now completely out, and the one that is under my skin will be fixed really soon. yea i have no idea why he used those tops, but he is just learning to do dermals.

also when i get them redone i'm getting bigger tops and then potentially black stars in 3 diff sizes when everything is healed up.
zaccone:
Oh crap! No bueno, I'm sorry to hear about your piercings. frown

Thanks for the kind words, my pup is fine now. He's back to his old rambunctious self again biggrin
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so heres a list of my goals for this summer:
in no specific order
1. finish my tattoo and fix my dermals
2. lose 20+ pounds
3. get a job
4. take summer classes
5. visit PA to see the boyfriend and best friends as much as possible
6. meet at least 3 people from this site, i've known some of you for a while...
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ceri:
hahah lets do this biggrinlove
igger:
argh DONT lose 20 lbs..... terrible idea
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hexxus:
hehe let me know if youre ever in the area =]
hexxus:
heheh =]

i actually really want you to come visit now xD
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quick blog, i'll post more later, but im home! smile

i can't believe the year is over already! it went by so fast!

its good to be home, its weird though because my kitchen is being remodeled so the house is kind of a mess of the first floor. theres no food here either frown we have a mini fridge and a microwave and the grill i...
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ceri:
oh yes
love
chrysis:
Wait, what thrill are we talking about?
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ceri:
people would be all like "omfg!!!!"
ceri:
but there eyes would be like eeek