so tired and sore today. 3 1/2 hours at the ER for xrays and talking to a doctor for like 3 minutes. couldnt understand a word she said. and the vicoden and the shot for the pain didnt do shit! ugh sleeping wasnt very successful last night, i sleep on my right side so i couldnt get comfy at all.
i havent eaten yet today...
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i havent eaten yet today...
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the_captain:
Why not? It would make me happy to help you out!
eveski:
first off, i just couldn't, i'd feel bad. and second i cant accept gifts from people on here as a model or even as a hopeful.
hung over. head ache. got thrown off my horse. giant bruise and swelling on my lower back/ass. can't walk. haven't eaten. food requires walking pretty far.
it is NOT my day.
it is NOT my day.
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padre:
I guess, my little back & forth will have to wait till you're feeling better. Sorry to hear about your day though, shitty days. You know I hate em
eveski:
thanks hun.
so here we go. this may take a while, if it does, forgive me. or just don't read it.
so my trip home was lovely and all, except for the mental attacks from my mother. i really started to remember why i came to college 7 hours from home, and didn't stay in MA.
i had a counseling appointment today which was really eye opening....
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so my trip home was lovely and all, except for the mental attacks from my mother. i really started to remember why i came to college 7 hours from home, and didn't stay in MA.
i had a counseling appointment today which was really eye opening....
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fatkidlovescake:
SHHH! dont go around telling people how sweet i am. i've got this bad ass image i'm trying to keep up. now the other people who read your blog are gonna know i'm a big softie and i'll lose my street cred.
eveski:
oooops
oooopscan't wait to get back to college, my parents reminded me why i went to college 7 hours from home. all my mom did was make me feel guilty about eating and my dad just made dumb jokes and talked about random stupid shit that didnt make sense.
got $60 from my grama though, just because. shes so excited about me doing well in college,...
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got $60 from my grama though, just because. shes so excited about me doing well in college,...
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kariz:
See, a good trip home makes you feel better about things. Glad you had fun
eveski:
and now im not going to do it anymore captain!
anywhoo yea it was ok, not seeing my mom, but seeing the horses and such.
anywhoo yea it was ok, not seeing my mom, but seeing the horses and such.
got baked with an old friend tonight. that was chill. still kinda baked eating pumpkin pie. might get laid later tonight. hmmm being home is getting better and better. 
the_captain:
Hmmm...
eveski:
?
everything is right in the world.
im in my fucking comfy bed, with my cat, Jenny The Cat, curled up next to me, talking to probably the most amazing guy ever, and i saw 2 out of 4 of my best friends today!!! i am soooo happy to be home! i feel like a weight has lifted off of me.
sometimes it really is the...
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bigbillm75:
Yay for happiness and everything being right in the world!!! Hope you had a great Thanksgiving!
i just want to live.
i want to stop being hung up on stupid things and live.
i want to be free from this burden that i've come to know as depression, and i want to be myself again.
you can tell me i'm great or beautiful or whatever as many times as you want; i won't believe you. don't waste our time.
im thick...
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i want to stop being hung up on stupid things and live.
i want to be free from this burden that i've come to know as depression, and i want to be myself again.
you can tell me i'm great or beautiful or whatever as many times as you want; i won't believe you. don't waste our time.
im thick...
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santi13:
Ericdravyn and BigBillM75 are right.
Sometimes you go through lows in life but stay strong, hang in there and when you make it through to your happier days you will look back in retrospect just to find that things were under control. Life gets hard. You make it through and you become stronger. Life has lows and highs. You just have to endure the lows and know that the highs will come. Ive dealt with depression and i made it past it, so can you.
Sometimes you go through lows in life but stay strong, hang in there and when you make it through to your happier days you will look back in retrospect just to find that things were under control. Life gets hard. You make it through and you become stronger. Life has lows and highs. You just have to endure the lows and know that the highs will come. Ive dealt with depression and i made it past it, so can you.
eveski:
thanks santi. <3
ive been through it before, and i thought it was gone, but then it snuck back up on me.
ive been through it before, and i thought it was gone, but then it snuck back up on me.
do what you love, love what you do.
such a beautiful sentiment.
i just wish that i could do what i love.
but theres no living in just riding horses.
i need to finish college and get my degree in business. see if i can make something of it.
i just want to be happy.
i met this amazing guy on here.
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such a beautiful sentiment.
i just wish that i could do what i love.
but theres no living in just riding horses.
i need to finish college and get my degree in business. see if i can make something of it.
i just want to be happy.
i met this amazing guy on here.
he makes me...
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eveski:
key word is potentially. cant get too excited about it though. dont want to ruin it,
baudot:
Tip: Respond to people's comments on their own blog, so they see their comment count increase and know to go look. If you respond on your own blog, they usually don't see it.
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guitarpicker:
you're beautiful!
the_captain:
Glad to hear it babe!
yet again another boring day. missed a class because i just didn't feel like going.
i can't wait to go home. mostly to get away from my room mate. i am so sick of her. she never leaves the fucking room. like seriously i need some me time, leave!
granted all she does is watch TV and shit like that, but its really annoying to...
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i can't wait to go home. mostly to get away from my room mate. i am so sick of her. she never leaves the fucking room. like seriously i need some me time, leave!
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badapple:
I wish i could give you a hug.. But you can have an e-hug atleast *hugs*
*hugs*
eveski:
awh thank you *hugs back*
*hugs back*