you know what i like about sg. its like a fantasy world. i mean not in th sense that its ureal, but in the sense that it doesnt connect. its where i can say do , its a truth , that no one knows. it is separate. its not alter ego THAT , over there, where my physical body is, that is my alter ego....
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ok. ive decided i do too much whining. how boring.
um. what else? maybe i should talk about myy art work. or my friends. ... soon i promise...
my first 2 students arrived.! ones a dancer and ones a singer. theyre both really nice. the dancer is really excellent. (did my first class today. i mean nothing fancy, it was just a yoga session....)
um. what else? maybe i should talk about myy art work. or my friends. ... soon i promise...
my first 2 students arrived.! ones a dancer and ones a singer. theyre both really nice. the dancer is really excellent. (did my first class today. i mean nothing fancy, it was just a yoga session....)
rys:
Dancers hey? Cool 
Good luck with them!
Good luck with them!
eventide:
yes. its been a fun week. one more comes on saturday. then we really get started. you can see a clip of some of the technology stuff we are doing at : http://www.palindrome.de/video2/language.htm
concentrate. con cen trate
no. i know. dont concentrate. instead open your mind. open your heart. like zen.
ok. here: so many things. the smell of these beeswax candles. candy. animals. even the word "animals". so many fucking things remind me of a being with her. fuck its the same old same o. its not love. i just want everyone to know that. its not...
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no. i know. dont concentrate. instead open your mind. open your heart. like zen.
ok. here: so many things. the smell of these beeswax candles. candy. animals. even the word "animals". so many fucking things remind me of a being with her. fuck its the same old same o. its not love. i just want everyone to know that. its not...
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lettie:
where's high melton?
eventide:
hey, i made a map for you
http://www.robertwechsler.de/lettiemap.htm
http://www.robertwechsler.de/lettiemap.htm
wind. im listening to it. at 2 am. its dark , of course. i ve left all my doors and windows open to hear it. its like a storm coming, but there are no clouds. its like on the beach. but there is no sand. its like wonder, like i saw it across the grass today, over the low sun, slicing, like a skipping stone,...
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remember my story about the 3 things every new yorker is looking for?
i was thinking "3" and heard this on the radio:
do you know the difference between a bum, a hobo and a tramp? hobo is a person who travels and wants to work, a bum is person who neither wants to work nor travel while a tramp is a person who travels...
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i was thinking "3" and heard this on the radio:
do you know the difference between a bum, a hobo and a tramp? hobo is a person who travels and wants to work, a bum is person who neither wants to work nor travel while a tramp is a person who travels...
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problem is only ,. the less drugs i take the more i think.
the more i think , the more i die. thoughts are the enemy. what am i taking? ssri's. yum. trying trying to come off. jesus. harder than i thought it would be. patienc.e they were ok. probably saved my life in fact. fine. i cut them like coke with a razor blade...
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the more i think , the more i die. thoughts are the enemy. what am i taking? ssri's. yum. trying trying to come off. jesus. harder than i thought it would be. patienc.e they were ok. probably saved my life in fact. fine. i cut them like coke with a razor blade...
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you know, the thing about suicide girls is .. i mean i know im not a kid. or , to put it another way i know i AM a kid despite all these years, and this dumn job. my dad asked me if i had any friends here and i said, well, no, but that soon the students were coming - and then he said,...
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lucia:
no. you are not weird. i will probably be the same way when i am your age.
and thank you for your kindness.
and thank you for your kindness.
boy that week end blew by. jees. laid down in the warm grass. sang songs to myself, wondering if anyone could hear me. went to the studio for barre, and then SUDDENLY wsa so sleepy. that s how it happens. stretched. did the barre anyway. patched up some parts. worked on a pretty cool allegro, or whatever their called, phrases. the workmen were painting everything...
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eventide:
remind me to tell you a story about that credit card. ok. thanks. ok , heres the story: its a hot card. i went to rent a car once, years ago and had to put a card down, with my name on it, so i used that one, and the lady looked up the number inthis big book of illegal numbers, this was before on-line everything. and i looked from my side, and for some reason i read upside down sometimes better than right side up (im dyslexic) and i saw my number. but she didnt and gave us the car. : )
(it got illegal in the 80s after i used it to finance our first european tour). i kept is as a suvenier, and because they told me to send it back or i would be criminal. which i preferred to be i gues... now i use it to police dough. thank you amex!
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(it got illegal in the 80s after i used it to finance our first european tour). i kept is as a suvenier, and because they told me to send it back or i would be criminal. which i preferred to be i gues... now i use it to police dough. thank you amex!
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hey. doin better. think. nice to be working again. how unusual. working, but not for a show. just kind of working. the talking machine is cool. and improvising with helena. a kind of research. very physical. i have some plans though that go beyond any of this. secret things. but ok. and she shares my deep-felt desire _not_ to make more "dances". what then exactly......
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persephone:
sorry, dude. I need some one at least in the same country as I 
eventide:
um. im not sure we are even on the same planet.
weeks slide seamlessly by. its good. like being on the beach. but without the water. or sand. or sun. mostly im calm again. but theres this like secret there. in me. almost like an itch. no. more like a jewel. i dream of pieces which , seem brilliant when i wake up , so i write them all down, and know that 2 hours later...
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annalee:
Yes I really am in Scotland! Whats this interesting thing then?!
um. right. ok...
optimistic. positive. be happy... im working on it.
i am sometimes. strange happy moments.
like lying at the foot of the airstrip, hoping the police wouldnt see me, falling asleep - but everytime a plane would take off over me itd wake me up. it was windy and sunny and i was so sleepy... mmm. that was nice.
i was thinking tonight...
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optimistic. positive. be happy... im working on it.
i am sometimes. strange happy moments.
like lying at the foot of the airstrip, hoping the police wouldnt see me, falling asleep - but everytime a plane would take off over me itd wake me up. it was windy and sunny and i was so sleepy... mmm. that was nice.
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right. here we go... saw fiona today. my shrink. i was ready to dump her, but then amost like the skies parted, sort of a breakthrough. i overslept, bicycled like a maniac through the morning rush hour of londons east side. down into soho, like chivette. my hero. my icon. dodging trucks and buses, over the curbs, biting into the windy fresh air, thrusting. then...
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