OK, I'm back.
The funeral went better than I expected. The night before, I had a dream about my grandpa and while I don't remember any real details, I remember he was youthful and alive. And for some reason that made me feel a whole lot better. A funeral is never a fun time, but I felt like I had made my peace, and time...
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The funeral went better than I expected. The night before, I had a dream about my grandpa and while I don't remember any real details, I remember he was youthful and alive. And for some reason that made me feel a whole lot better. A funeral is never a fun time, but I felt like I had made my peace, and time...
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My grandpa had a stroke last night. It's his second. About 8 years ago he had one and it confined him to a wheelchair and left him unable to speak. This time he is not going to make it, his eyes are fixed and he is unresponsive to everything. The blood clot in his brain will soon burst and kill him. They are not going...
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jolanda:
I'm sorry. My opa passed away just a couple of months ago. It was a major stroke too. He was in hospital for a couple days until they just took him off oxygen and he stopped breathing in the night. I don't do viewings anymore. I just prefer to remember how they were in life. There are little things I do to remember them. Hope you're feeling better soon, but grieving is ok too.
mistressmissy:
most people dont know it, but i blame my grandmas death on myself. i actually say i killed her. thats just how i feel.
heres the whole story.
for some reason my grandma was outside raking leaves or something. i didnt know it. i think id just gotten home from work, so i of course went on the computer and stayed there. when my mom pulled in i heard her start yelling. when she parked her car, penny was off her leash and jumping for my mom and lead her to where my grandma was lying on the ground. when i finally realized what was going on i grabbed the phone and my mom called 911. she had a stroke. if id actually been away from this stupid contraption, she may have lived longer...but she died in the hospital like a month later. she never got any better. she always had this blank look with hatred in her eyes. i couldnt even look at her. and thinking about still makes me cry. we didnt get a long the greatest but i remember cooking with her for the holidays and stuff. and doing crafts and she always had these great stories. i miss her...and i never got to tell her i was sorry.
heres the whole story.
for some reason my grandma was outside raking leaves or something. i didnt know it. i think id just gotten home from work, so i of course went on the computer and stayed there. when my mom pulled in i heard her start yelling. when she parked her car, penny was off her leash and jumping for my mom and lead her to where my grandma was lying on the ground. when i finally realized what was going on i grabbed the phone and my mom called 911. she had a stroke. if id actually been away from this stupid contraption, she may have lived longer...but she died in the hospital like a month later. she never got any better. she always had this blank look with hatred in her eyes. i couldnt even look at her. and thinking about still makes me cry. we didnt get a long the greatest but i remember cooking with her for the holidays and stuff. and doing crafts and she always had these great stories. i miss her...and i never got to tell her i was sorry.
Whoa!
Thank you all for the words of encouragement and stories. It's nice to know I'm not the only one. But, sheesh,(!) I had 25 comments! A new record!!!!
Anyway, I made excuses for myself all weekend and never made it to Best Buy...but then on Monday, I droped by there after work...and as (my) luck would have it, she wasn't there...bummer... But I picked...
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Thank you all for the words of encouragement and stories. It's nice to know I'm not the only one. But, sheesh,(!) I had 25 comments! A new record!!!!
Anyway, I made excuses for myself all weekend and never made it to Best Buy...but then on Monday, I droped by there after work...and as (my) luck would have it, she wasn't there...bummer... But I picked...
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painjunkie06:
How's it goin'? Pete just vanished! EERIE!
painjunkie06:
If yalls is gonna kick it for awhile, I'll be right over. Whats yer address again?
OK, everyone listen up!!
I want you all to say 'hi' to my friend painjunkie06! I have known him forever and he finally got hooked into the SG world! So, go post something in his journal and welcome him to the site!
~E
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Saturday - New picture of me with my Matrix "Twins" sunglasses on. Calm down!
I want you all to say 'hi' to my friend painjunkie06! I have known him forever and he finally got hooked into the SG world! So, go post something in his journal and welcome him to the site!
~E
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Saturday - New picture of me with my Matrix "Twins" sunglasses on. Calm down!
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freyja__:
cute glasses.
evanx:
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Hey everybody! I've been pretty busy packing, and getting ready to move. But I'll be back in action soon.
Oh, and the Bruce Campbell thing did not go exactly as planned. Still saw the movie and it was good, but his whole family was there and I would have felt like a goon if I tried to ask for a picture as he is escorting...
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Oh, and the Bruce Campbell thing did not go exactly as planned. Still saw the movie and it was good, but his whole family was there and I would have felt like a goon if I tried to ask for a picture as he is escorting...
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infidel:
wow, i should have checked your site out earlier. i was noticing the hanzel und gretyl reference and then saw the evil mothers. My band, boxcar satan has two evil mothers members in it. boxcar is not really the same thing. you can check it out if you are intersested at www.boxcarsatan.com. also, our tour just took us to eastern michigan but not really the grand rapids area.
mirkwoodmaiden:
have fun dude. you dont play Diablo 2 by any chance do you?
Below is a partial list of Standard Cleaning and Repair Charges that my apartment complex may or may not deduct from my deposit when I move out. (Keep in mind that I only put down a deposit of $200)
I think this list speaks for itself:
Kitchen Cleaning
Oven..........................$35
Drip pans....................$3
Refrigerator.................$10-$40
Bathroom Cleaning
Toilet..........................$15
Tub/Shower.................$10-$20
Sink/Countertop...........$10-$35
Miscellaneous
Window coverings.......$40-$80
Carpet cleaning...........$50-$100
Carpet Replacement....$900-$1500
Trash...
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I think this list speaks for itself:
Kitchen Cleaning
Oven..........................$35
Drip pans....................$3
Refrigerator.................$10-$40
Bathroom Cleaning
Toilet..........................$15
Tub/Shower.................$10-$20
Sink/Countertop...........$10-$35
Miscellaneous
Window coverings.......$40-$80
Carpet cleaning...........$50-$100
Carpet Replacement....$900-$1500
Trash...
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wated:
Nice cleaning charges...my ex-landlord charged me 40 to clean a microwave that I'd never used a couple of years ago. He was a right cock though.
Glad you liked the CD...when I can finally hear properly again I'll get round to listening to the one you made...
Glad you liked the CD...when I can finally hear properly again I'll get round to listening to the one you made...
jizzikah:
Wow. Yeah, I do have a lot of drama. But today I have decided NO MORE!! I'm not going to threaten my health or my unborn baby's health because of others.
Hey everybody!
Had a busy weekend, so I apologize for the slow response on yer comments.
Friday: Work, then put down a deposit on the new apartment! October 29th, we get to start moving in. This place is gonna be cool. It has 3 balconies! Can you believe it? One off the living room, one off the dining room and one off the master bedroom....
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Had a busy weekend, so I apologize for the slow response on yer comments.
Friday: Work, then put down a deposit on the new apartment! October 29th, we get to start moving in. This place is gonna be cool. It has 3 balconies! Can you believe it? One off the living room, one off the dining room and one off the master bedroom....
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jia:
it's like lighting your hair on fire. indeedy.
bleeder:
Once you start you will be addicted bro. I would get a sleeve first. Go for big! Thanks for the compliment
Yay, Donkey Kong!
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bleeder:
Im back bro!
Thats awesome about the new apartment. You need to take pics when you move in. Id like to see how it looks.
So, how was the show tonight?
Thats awesome about the new apartment. You need to take pics when you move in. Id like to see how it looks.
So, how was the show tonight?
hopesfall:
donkey kong? and her mom is calling the hotel for us and giving them hell
Hey everybody! How's the week going? I'm starting to look forward to moving, it's gonna be a bigger place and I'm going to save probably over $200 a month!!!
Anyway, The FATA show on Saturday rocked. It was all ages and an early show, so there were a good number of young'uns there. Oh well.
Funereal For A Friend was OK, nothing too special.
Every...
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Anyway, The FATA show on Saturday rocked. It was all ages and an early show, so there were a good number of young'uns there. Oh well.
Funereal For A Friend was OK, nothing too special.
Every...
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lemarie17:
Ohh...new Outkast. I almost forgot(for shame), thanks for the reminder.
I am deeply jealous of your new renting situation. Why can't shit like that happen in NJ? We live in the pit of hell, and they charge us mad money for nothing. Enjoy it.
I am deeply jealous of your new renting situation. Why can't shit like that happen in NJ? We live in the pit of hell, and they charge us mad money for nothing. Enjoy it.
demoivre:
Wow. We just moved. I'm sitting amongst a no-man zone of boxes as I type this. But hey... 
A NOTE ON EMBRACING OFFICERS OF LAW ENFORCEMENT
Matthew Lee Bain
They wear blue, and they hate you, unless you're one of them. However, that's no reason to get upset. Policemen do so much for us. Just allow me a chance to give some prime examples and reasons why we should give every single hog a hug.
1. They provide comical entertainment that spans many...
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Matthew Lee Bain
They wear blue, and they hate you, unless you're one of them. However, that's no reason to get upset. Policemen do so much for us. Just allow me a chance to give some prime examples and reasons why we should give every single hog a hug.
1. They provide comical entertainment that spans many...
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joywoman:
Hey there.
Yeah, my man was telling me earlier to go to a temp agency, but I have this little thing where every time I go somewhere new, I end up doing somethng STUPID! So I guess you could say I have an anxiety of some sort. I don't think going somewhere new evey three days would be good for my mental state.
I'm not like a recluse or anything, but I'm always the one to say something stupid, or not have my pencil, or not have some informative piece of paper that everyone else has, or the only one wearing a skirt, or whatever, so I'm not too keen on that whole temp thing.
However, I do like to try new things. How odd.???
Yeah, my man was telling me earlier to go to a temp agency, but I have this little thing where every time I go somewhere new, I end up doing somethng STUPID! So I guess you could say I have an anxiety of some sort. I don't think going somewhere new evey three days would be good for my mental state.
I'm not like a recluse or anything, but I'm always the one to say something stupid, or not have my pencil, or not have some informative piece of paper that everyone else has, or the only one wearing a skirt, or whatever, so I'm not too keen on that whole temp thing.
However, I do like to try new things. How odd.???
hopesfall:
i have fallen in love with a new drummer (yeah i play drums so i am weird about drummers) but yeah i was listening to the first Avenged sevenfold cd today and i heard the most killer fucking drum solo EVER, the song is called "Darkness Surrounding" GO FUCKING CHECK IT OUT
Now I'm off to PA to get there...in the dark. Yay for dark, winding, two-lane, tree-covered roads in rural Pennsylvania!
sorry i was so socially retarded last night. i wish i would've talked to you a bit...or you know at least officially met you. heh. sometimes i get shy around people i don't know...particularly attractive people, especially if they have maybe seen me naked.
d'oh!