"i dont want to be buried in a pet semetary, i dont want to live my life again."
so im done with school for the summer, im kinda of relieved, but i know i did bad. i just, for some reason, lost all hope and gave up at around midterms. i basically had a breakdown. but i feel like a load is off my shoulders,...
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so im done with school for the summer, im kinda of relieved, but i know i did bad. i just, for some reason, lost all hope and gave up at around midterms. i basically had a breakdown. but i feel like a load is off my shoulders,...
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ilsa:
Thanks! 
glassheart:
lucky bitch! i have 2 more weeks of school 
"....bang your head!!! mental health will drive you mad..."
so yeah, ive got 2 finals out of the way. my sociology prof. is the austrian version of satan. but i dont have to see her ever again, so that makes me kind of happy. 1 more final to go.... ugh i cant wait
i watched the last samurai tonight, i didnt think i would care...
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so yeah, ive got 2 finals out of the way. my sociology prof. is the austrian version of satan. but i dont have to see her ever again, so that makes me kind of happy. 1 more final to go.... ugh i cant wait
i watched the last samurai tonight, i didnt think i would care...
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mle:
i dont like tom cruise. only in interview with the vampire can i tolerate him. who would leave nicole kidman for fucking penelope cruz?
thanks for the comment!
thanks for the comment!
ilsa:
Yeah I'll be back soon, I'm SG addicted 
How were your finals?
How were your finals?
"One night I was lying in my bed thinking about her, how gorgeous and irresistable she was, and I remember thinking, I wish she was there when I got hit by a car. Then I could say to her, 'Mimi, I'm dying, would you hold my hand'". -Richard Hell
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i start finals in a few hours. im going to fail.
also i figured out...
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i start finals in a few hours. im going to fail.
also i figured out...
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patient_zero:
Good luck on your finials!! 
You'll do just fine!!
You'll do just fine!! 
ashleigh0787:
that sucks a lot. i'd beat my prof if she did that to me. (((hug))) we'll get through it together.
"....in the garden of serenity"
well the last few days have been kind of rough for me. i look back on sunday and i still am kind of in awe. here i went to see this band i have basically idolized for 4 years, and to see them not even 20 feet in front of me was pretty amazing. for so long they were that...
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well the last few days have been kind of rough for me. i look back on sunday and i still am kind of in awe. here i went to see this band i have basically idolized for 4 years, and to see them not even 20 feet in front of me was pretty amazing. for so long they were that...
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delusion:
yeah! willa wonka & creative impulses, you're headed in the right direction.. 
i think that you will hate school & eventually whatever else it is that becomes your priority when what you actually have a passion to do is something unrealistic. or at least you are told that it is. you know my whole situation basically. i have always been a writer, but i was always told that it was silly & too competitive to hope to succeed. i taught 4th graded for almost 3 years until i just could not fucking do it anymore. i knew that i would just grow more & more resentful of my life, wasted opportunity, my parents....& i couldnt face the next 40 yrs of my life working when i didnt really love what i did. so i quit, moved to the beach and went back to college for my degree in english. i have seriously never been happier.
i will leave you w/ this: "remember what happened to the man who suddenly got everything he had ever wanted...he lived happily ever after."...best.movie.ever.
i think that you will hate school & eventually whatever else it is that becomes your priority when what you actually have a passion to do is something unrealistic. or at least you are told that it is. you know my whole situation basically. i have always been a writer, but i was always told that it was silly & too competitive to hope to succeed. i taught 4th graded for almost 3 years until i just could not fucking do it anymore. i knew that i would just grow more & more resentful of my life, wasted opportunity, my parents....& i couldnt face the next 40 yrs of my life working when i didnt really love what i did. so i quit, moved to the beach and went back to college for my degree in english. i have seriously never been happier.
i will leave you w/ this: "remember what happened to the man who suddenly got everything he had ever wanted...he lived happily ever after."...best.movie.ever.
patient_zero:
You need to run away, just drop everything and take time just for you!! Everybody needs that, if you really are intrested in something like that and no one wants to support you, maybe try to take it up as a hobby instead....that way you can escape into to something that you enjoy!! It could be a win-win situation, when things get rough you can escape and do something that you enjoy....but in the end you really have to do what makes YOU happy!! Your the only one that has to live with you for the rest of your life.
"...come share your tears with me, and witness it all go wrong..."
tonight actually ended up being
entertaining. i was hanging out at my friends apartment when his sister dropped by with her boyfriend, and another friend of her. they pissed off the landlord on the way up by almost hitting her dog that ran into the parking lot or something. anyways, they started drinking...
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tonight actually ended up being
entertaining. i was hanging out at my friends apartment when his sister dropped by with her boyfriend, and another friend of her. they pissed off the landlord on the way up by almost hitting her dog that ran into the parking lot or something. anyways, they started drinking...
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eternalkrista:
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benni:
well done. you get a gold star! 
"i wanna know... have you ever seen the rain?"
hooray for me, my misfits group, fiend club, got accepted. i came home and noticed that, and well it made my day.
im thinking about going to see a movie tonight. dont know what one, but im thinking about it. i was supposed to do something this girl im friends with, but she had something...
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hooray for me, my misfits group, fiend club, got accepted. i came home and noticed that, and well it made my day.
im thinking about going to see a movie tonight. dont know what one, but im thinking about it. i was supposed to do something this girl im friends with, but she had something...
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delirium_faerie:
strangely enough my friend and i never thought about why no one would notice that there was a 10 story building sitting around behind a 1 story insurance agency. i guess we would have figured it out eventually.
ilsa:
Thanks!
"And all hell breaks loose
Yea, my heart is a-breaking loose
Yea, my whole world's breaking loose"
so it seems ive been down lately... im just so burned out from my classes, and i dont really feel that the professors give a damn, they dont seem to show any interest in help, with the exception of one or two. i have almost been pondering dropping...
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Yea, my heart is a-breaking loose
Yea, my whole world's breaking loose"
so it seems ive been down lately... im just so burned out from my classes, and i dont really feel that the professors give a damn, they dont seem to show any interest in help, with the exception of one or two. i have almost been pondering dropping...
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ilsa:
Thanks!
9uh:
that picture is inspiring i need to art more, and my song of the moment is Bang Bang(My Baby Shot Me Down) by Nancy Sinatra. Much better than these boots. See: opening sequence of Kill Bill vo1 to hear this amazing song.
"hello darkness, my old friend"
well.... im about due for an update, so here it goes..... i got my johnny thunders box set, and its very good. knowing he was completely fucked up on heroin or booze during the live sets makes me appreciate how good it is, yet at the same time wonder how good or bad it could be sober.
i havent really...
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well.... im about due for an update, so here it goes..... i got my johnny thunders box set, and its very good. knowing he was completely fucked up on heroin or booze during the live sets makes me appreciate how good it is, yet at the same time wonder how good or bad it could be sober.
i havent really...
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hexe_____:
ah yes-fair enough.
hexyvonteese (AIM)
hexyvonteese (AIM)
"it doesnt look that way, in my eyes."
so i wasted the last few days. spent some more money by ordering some books, which i probably wont finish reading until the next year or 2. damn the lack of motivation(1984, lobotomy: surviving the ramones, the chelsea hotel horror, and too much too soon) also, to frustrate me even more, the damned postal service shipped my...
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so i wasted the last few days. spent some more money by ordering some books, which i probably wont finish reading until the next year or 2. damn the lack of motivation(1984, lobotomy: surviving the ramones, the chelsea hotel horror, and too much too soon) also, to frustrate me even more, the damned postal service shipped my...
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sophie_sass:
Thanks, things are going better. Sorry I didn't reply sooner, but I haven't been on the computer for a couple days. 
"I know a girl from a lonely street,
Cold as ice cream but still as sweet"
i am actually in a pretty good mood today. i dont know why exactly but i cant complain. i wish the damned post office would hurry up and drop off my johnny thunders box set though, i regret not paying the expensive shipping. i think one reason i feel...
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Cold as ice cream but still as sweet"
i am actually in a pretty good mood today. i dont know why exactly but i cant complain. i wish the damned post office would hurry up and drop off my johnny thunders box set though, i regret not paying the expensive shipping. i think one reason i feel...
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akuma_usagi:
yah I found a punky baby store on-line, but I earn those Canadian dollars ya know those worthless ones. sigh. If only he didn't grow like a weed I would buy him the ridiculously expensive super cool clothes. I think people like their babies to look all like girls at an easter party.
rosemarie:
Thank you!
Thank you!