"And all hell breaks loose
Yea, my heart is a-breaking loose
Yea, my whole world's breaking loose"
so it seems ive been down lately... im just so burned out from my classes, and i dont really feel that the professors give a damn, they dont seem to show any interest in help, with the exception of one or two. i have almost been pondering dropping out. i want an education and all, but i want to be happy at the same time, and school doesnt make me happy, it depresses me.
I was supposed to do something with a lady friend today, but something came out so she couldnt do anything today. we rescheduled for wednesday. this is the second rescheduling since i bailed on her the first time a week or two ago because i was somewhat nervous and not feeling good. im still kinda bummed since i didnt get to do anything with her today.
i bought some new cd's to make me happy. i bought adam and the ants' kings of the wild frontier, and the new york dolls' great big kiss. i also got johnny thunders' so alone yesterday in the mail. on top of all that i am going to buy joy division's closer, and maybe something else.
i think i may want to see some movies this week, probably kill bill volume 2, i still want to see dawn of the dead though. maybe eternal sunshine again. i watched die another day tonight with a friend, and it was ok i guess. watched footloose last night and then made fun of the whole thing. i bet chris penn sheds a tear everytime he sees that movie, because he is so slim and fit in it, and now, well now he isnt so slim, far from it even.
random thought: why must some people get annoying/stupid as hell when they are drunk?
song of the moment: these boots are made for walking by nancy sinatra
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EDIT:
this is a self portrait i was working on today, this is the rough draft. you cant see it so well, but i drew my skeleton first, then inked the body over it, though you cant see it. and i need to redo my heart, because it blends in to much. so im gonna outline it in maroon. the red paint symbolizes how i feel like my brains have been blown to bits with all the shit ive been putting up with lately... drawing is good. even if you make something that sucks. it is good.
Yea, my heart is a-breaking loose
Yea, my whole world's breaking loose"
so it seems ive been down lately... im just so burned out from my classes, and i dont really feel that the professors give a damn, they dont seem to show any interest in help, with the exception of one or two. i have almost been pondering dropping out. i want an education and all, but i want to be happy at the same time, and school doesnt make me happy, it depresses me.
I was supposed to do something with a lady friend today, but something came out so she couldnt do anything today. we rescheduled for wednesday. this is the second rescheduling since i bailed on her the first time a week or two ago because i was somewhat nervous and not feeling good. im still kinda bummed since i didnt get to do anything with her today.
i bought some new cd's to make me happy. i bought adam and the ants' kings of the wild frontier, and the new york dolls' great big kiss. i also got johnny thunders' so alone yesterday in the mail. on top of all that i am going to buy joy division's closer, and maybe something else.
i think i may want to see some movies this week, probably kill bill volume 2, i still want to see dawn of the dead though. maybe eternal sunshine again. i watched die another day tonight with a friend, and it was ok i guess. watched footloose last night and then made fun of the whole thing. i bet chris penn sheds a tear everytime he sees that movie, because he is so slim and fit in it, and now, well now he isnt so slim, far from it even.
random thought: why must some people get annoying/stupid as hell when they are drunk?
song of the moment: these boots are made for walking by nancy sinatra
**********************************
EDIT:
this is a self portrait i was working on today, this is the rough draft. you cant see it so well, but i drew my skeleton first, then inked the body over it, though you cant see it. and i need to redo my heart, because it blends in to much. so im gonna outline it in maroon. the red paint symbolizes how i feel like my brains have been blown to bits with all the shit ive been putting up with lately... drawing is good. even if you make something that sucks. it is good.
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ilsa:
Thanks! 
9uh:
that picture is inspiring i need to art more, and my song of the moment is Bang Bang(My Baby Shot Me Down) by Nancy Sinatra. Much better than these boots. See: opening sequence of Kill Bill vo1 to hear this amazing song.