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Sunday Jan 09, 2005

Jan 9, 2005
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The sky just keeps falling on me.

At least someone is trying to hold it up with me. I may despise the human race from time to time and I may disagree with the idiots in charge, but being alone gets tired. Becomes tiring.

The irony is that getting out becomes exhausting.

Got to stop being sucked into myself. Stop letting my problems throw the stars down on me. Just keep dreaming, hanging on -- stay in control.

Destiny... fate... these things take a hold on us sometimes. Those of us that are strong wrestle their destinies from them. The monumrnts of human achievement; the heroes -- they were never led by their lives. They led their lives.

Even when the going gets tough and all seems lost, there's always a chance. I've been listening to the stories of the underdogs for as long as I can remember. My whole life has been a struggle for the mediocre. Just the mediocre at least.

Times have come now where mediocre is not enough.

I have to give this my all.

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