So they played the hottest set of the night --
still not sure what was talked about after the show with the competition -- but I think I'll be hearing about it soon.
As for the rest of the night, it was about 3:30am when I had enough of being the 3rd wheel at a rather fine queer party. I was also tired and had enough of being around people.
The problem was that I hadn't a clue where I had wound up. It was cold, I spent the last dime in my pocket, and I was somewhere still in the city -- though remote. After some walking around in the freezing winter night I found my bearings and started towards home... almost 3 hours later I throw myself into bed and am done with it.
If I was a more socialable person I'm sure I might've had a glorious time. At the show, I had two girls fawning over me and at the party I was the recipient of several considerable offers for felatio.. from what I thought was a queer girl and even a boy.
However, I found them to be vapid and impulsive. I was not -- and I have a rather specific "interest" who is rather mad at me right now.
Somehow I had completely forgotten an event I was to attend with her that was important. So completely forgotten that when she had called me only minutes before she wanted me to go, I had no idea what she was talking about. I was already on my way to see Nina, with whom I was going shopping to help her find an outfit for the show.
Needless to say, I didn't handle that phone call diplomatically. When I heard from her tonight... well I was in trouble. But it's not the normal kind of trouble I wish it would have been. The kind of trouble that everyone gets in once in a while.. you get an earful, you talk about it, she forgives you -- and everyone is hopefully relatively happy after.
Instead -- she is disappointed in me.. and that is almost too much for my weak heart to bear.
still not sure what was talked about after the show with the competition -- but I think I'll be hearing about it soon.
As for the rest of the night, it was about 3:30am when I had enough of being the 3rd wheel at a rather fine queer party. I was also tired and had enough of being around people.
The problem was that I hadn't a clue where I had wound up. It was cold, I spent the last dime in my pocket, and I was somewhere still in the city -- though remote. After some walking around in the freezing winter night I found my bearings and started towards home... almost 3 hours later I throw myself into bed and am done with it.
If I was a more socialable person I'm sure I might've had a glorious time. At the show, I had two girls fawning over me and at the party I was the recipient of several considerable offers for felatio.. from what I thought was a queer girl and even a boy.
However, I found them to be vapid and impulsive. I was not -- and I have a rather specific "interest" who is rather mad at me right now.
Somehow I had completely forgotten an event I was to attend with her that was important. So completely forgotten that when she had called me only minutes before she wanted me to go, I had no idea what she was talking about. I was already on my way to see Nina, with whom I was going shopping to help her find an outfit for the show.
Needless to say, I didn't handle that phone call diplomatically. When I heard from her tonight... well I was in trouble. But it's not the normal kind of trouble I wish it would have been. The kind of trouble that everyone gets in once in a while.. you get an earful, you talk about it, she forgives you -- and everyone is hopefully relatively happy after.
Instead -- she is disappointed in me.. and that is almost too much for my weak heart to bear.
