food,sleep,work,food,work,food,sleep.......but im itchin for the wrong thing bad.......maybe it would be nice to have things that i look foreward to.......there are very few things.........it would be nice to connect deeply and curl up to dream with.....ah nevermind......love happens when its ready and you arent looking.........wait.....fuck shit fuck.......analytical mind versus addictive mind versus heart and soul versus reality..........shit fuck shit..........im tired ..........im just tired........
maybe a blow job in an alley would be what i was looking for........and then i could get gang banged by some frat guys........imagine that jarhead frat boys fucking me for fun........and they're homophobic.........fucking closet queers.....it doesnt seem far from a strange reality..........when does my girl show up in this mad world?.........plenty seem to wink.......but when do i go silly over a girl.........maybe i should make like a frat boy.........and spray them all.........i love writing twisted shit........oh.....ps.....fuck you!
maybe a blow job in an alley would be what i was looking for........and then i could get gang banged by some frat guys........imagine that jarhead frat boys fucking me for fun........and they're homophobic.........fucking closet queers.....it doesnt seem far from a strange reality..........when does my girl show up in this mad world?.........plenty seem to wink.......but when do i go silly over a girl.........maybe i should make like a frat boy.........and spray them all.........i love writing twisted shit........oh.....ps.....fuck you!
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If love happens when you aren't looking, I should have a slew of boyfriends right now. I'm convinced I wont' have one for maybe another year. I'm so convinced I won't have one, I should have had a ton by now.
Fuck you too.