escapegoat

got a stew stewin......need to find sleep.......gotta big day tommorrow.........work.......and try and sneak out early enough to try and clean the gallery for first thursday.........shit....gotta go to the store also........there just isnt enough time in the day........and to top it off, its not like the space is succeeding......unless something big happens, this is it.....this is the last month here........i feel like i just got started and it may be coming to a close already............what the fuck am i supposed to do?......fight for this more or just move on......and shoot for what?........what the fuck?......the undertow tryin to pull me under......the vortex drawing me back into the cave.............im so tired of fightin and strugglin for ground..........maybe i should quit the fight and just walk away from it all......search the world far and wide.....searching high and low.........for answers, meaning, mates............and some sex,drugs,rockn roll too