escapegoat

well here i am.......full of piss and vinegar..........ready to exit the mundane......
i dont wanna face the day.........id rather just keep up this self destructive spiritual soul finding trip........why is self destruction and soul validation related?............joined at the hip.........the more of a character thats killed the more of another side that shows up.......the other side maybe the desire,heart and soul..........but im usually stuck in rational mode......the heart screams choas,beauty, and harmony.........the mind only knowing statistics......fuck............fuck......fuck.........i gotta wake up tommorrow