escapegoat

so have you ever invisioned swinging a bat at full force, to have it drive into somebodies head......having the hot boiling blood splatter on you,while the eiry sound a a head cracks but in a dead hollow way.......watching the life leave them.......as their corpse falls to the ground......but one shot isnt good enough......ya swing again and again, because you never wanna pay the price of their suffering........conscience checks out......instinct kicks in.......survival.........primal........moral........killing........its nothing new........older than religion......fuck you mother fucker....die.......and may seven future generation mature in a better light........its not good that i think this way........what if some loose cannon thought this way.......??????........i hope i get to him before he gets to me........they are here in our own backyard........mutants.......soul less vampire......spineless self serving fucks.......sucking our oxygen.......and breeding.....thanx joe.....you fuel my fire..........

i had a shitty night tonight........went to the watering hole.......henk was there with me.......after an hour or so, this little cocksucker comes over and asks henk"what you looking at?"
as henk turns around, the little fucker cold cocks hims twice in the check and temple......blindside bitch slapper....from out of no where..........little gangster fuck....and of course he's got a gun in his jacket....now the weird twist, is that i kinda know him........he introduced himself last week.......told me about growing up next to my grandparents........i know where he lives.........and he's gunna hit my friend.....its some kinda power play machismo low self esteem bullshit..........i think he's trying to set up coke turf.........theres some tagging in the bathroom thats showed up lately........so there is so much to this story.....and the bitch bartender wouldnt 86 his ass......i think they are in business together......i think shes playin stupid....so like....i lost respect for alot of people tonight........its a crying shame......i used to like them........um...when i speak of killing, its a great fantasy.....just like fucking three girls with the same dick at the same time........a very real fantasy.........i believe in karma.......sometimes i just think it should be helped along to spare the other innocent........and of course, he's got a baby on the way.........there is o much more to say........what the fuck is wrong with people

im tired of letting bullshit slide
imtired of scumbags running this fucking joint
im tired of people allowing it to continue
im tired of this bad reality