So shitty day. My grandmother died this morning, and I'm feeling like I have a heart of stone right now because I don't think it's hit me yet. It will... I just never deal with things right away, but it pisses me off that I can't feel too much right now. Oh well, I'll be distracted tonight and most of my friends have been hanging all day, trying to distract me, but more or less I just wanted to say...ugh, go home! haha ...good people, nonetheless!!! Anyway, We were pretty close : ( So, I haven't dealt with the death thing in a while...my cousin/best friend died two years ago and that was the last funeral I had to go to - ugh! Don't like em...but who does?
Life happens... she was a cool lady though... she coulda been an SG back in her day! haha.
Anyway...that's about it.
Life happens... she was a cool lady though... she coulda been an SG back in her day! haha.
Anyway...that's about it.
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My mother passed away in 1993 at age 91. I didn't cry until I got home from the funeral. Then I bawled like a baby.
It was even worse when I lost my wife almost three years ago. I broke down at the funeral. I was inconsolable.
Give it time. You will go through the grieving process and eventually get to the point of acceptance. My wish for you is that you go through all of the steps of grieving quickly and don't get stuck on any of them for too long. I was stuck on denial and anger for the longest time after my wife passed. I wouldn't wish that on anybody.