So... I finished moving... from one place I didn't really want to be, into another place I don't really want to be...
No one's fault but my own; I haven't devoted the time and effort into changing my situation.
I have all the tools, the connection, the resources... just have been too tired and caught up in my own shit to motivate...
So, now that...
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No one's fault but my own; I haven't devoted the time and effort into changing my situation.
I have all the tools, the connection, the resources... just have been too tired and caught up in my own shit to motivate...
So, now that...
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lillithvain:
I'm made out of red pepper, hot blood, and sour mix.
When your life is a stuggle eveyday to get up from that existance where you know exactly what your made of: being numb to yourself seems like a joy.
Have a good weekend.
When your life is a stuggle eveyday to get up from that existance where you know exactly what your made of: being numb to yourself seems like a joy.
Have a good weekend.
zaya:
"WWRD"???
Kick me in the ass... that is what...
I really needed that thought... thanks... I have been far to helpful and pushing myself too far in trying to keep people comfy when perhaps walking would do them some good... (I think I should ponder this more
)
Thanks again...
and Hope you are well...
Kick me in the ass... that is what...
I really needed that thought... thanks... I have been far to helpful and pushing myself too far in trying to keep people comfy when perhaps walking would do them some good... (I think I should ponder this more
)
Thanks again...
and Hope you are well...
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blucass:
Lol, that was fast.
beautifulxalone:
the area i live in is actually really nice. i'm originally from south jersey, and i definitely can say that most of south jersey is nicer than north jersey. 
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alexis:
You made it to the friends list! welcome.
graycen:
You are the sweetest man alive!
*big kiss*
*snuggly hugs*
Gray
*big kiss*
*snuggly hugs*
Gray
Okay... in a bit of a better mood after last week's epiphany... still continuing to make the change but not so torn up about old memories and issues catching up to me.
Have some days off which usually get me in trouble, but we'll see.
Spent the last three day weekend working on a Budweiser commercial in Hoboken, New Jersey; fun place just over the...
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Have some days off which usually get me in trouble, but we'll see.
Spent the last three day weekend working on a Budweiser commercial in Hoboken, New Jersey; fun place just over the...
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brokenalice:
It's called StumbleUpon. It's an extention for Firefox. So awesome. Next to Google, it's the best accompaniment to the internet that's ever been created.
stargirl17:
thanks for the kind words and wishes - they mean a lot - and it's nice to know that someone else besides me is going through a rough spot yet isn't sitting on their ass but is still getting out and conquering the world 
i hope your world gets better soon - brian and i had a long conversation last night and think we're going to get through this, which is wonderful news to me because i wasn't sure for a while.
i just got tattooed today and amgoing to take some pics tonight so be sure to check them out - it's just the outline but it was therapy for me and beautiful for my body
take care of yourself
-jenni
i hope your world gets better soon - brian and i had a long conversation last night and think we're going to get through this, which is wonderful news to me because i wasn't sure for a while.
i just got tattooed today and amgoing to take some pics tonight so be sure to check them out - it's just the outline but it was therapy for me and beautiful for my body
take care of yourself
-jenni
I'm not ready yet...
But I will be...
Have begun the process; the transformation...
Tired of sitting around waiting to...
Tired of pretending to be someone I'm not...
someone I'm not yet...
someone people think I am...
someone I can be when I need to be...
Going through the motions for people who need me to be all the people they think I am and...
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But I will be...
Have begun the process; the transformation...
Tired of sitting around waiting to...
Tired of pretending to be someone I'm not...
someone I'm not yet...
someone people think I am...
someone I can be when I need to be...
Going through the motions for people who need me to be all the people they think I am and...
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clover:
thank you for the birthday wishes
ancolie:
"Tried to put in my favorite photo of you."what do u mean?
well thanx for the little comment its nice^^
but its ok i had the apologizes so im well now
and yes me too sometimes im tired of being someone people trust i am or someone im not,
but i guess that social life is like that...
well thanx for the little comment its nice^^
but its ok i had the apologizes so im well now
and yes me too sometimes im tired of being someone people trust i am or someone im not,
but i guess that social life is like that...
So, had a fun little road trip planned for just after I got out of work Friday; take a quick shower (stinky), pack the bikes in the truck, and head up to Boston to hang out with my friend/ex-girlfriend Shannon.
Had the most frustrating and unneccesarily hectic, poorly organized/scheduled coporate photo shoot ever.
Got stinky and dirty.
Finally packed up the three van loads of...
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Had the most frustrating and unneccesarily hectic, poorly organized/scheduled coporate photo shoot ever.
Got stinky and dirty.
Finally packed up the three van loads of...
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kissesnkittylix:
So glad to be of service to you....
edea:
you going to the show?
So... here's the thing...
Enough sitting on my ass; starting to annoy myself.
Have a bunch of gigs lines up starting yesterday; always feel better when i'm working. Yesterday was sweet... working for Consumer Reports Magazine at their test track. Nothing like flying all over the track in a brand new Range Rover to spark up your day. Nice car, but felt like it was...
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Enough sitting on my ass; starting to annoy myself.
Have a bunch of gigs lines up starting yesterday; always feel better when i'm working. Yesterday was sweet... working for Consumer Reports Magazine at their test track. Nothing like flying all over the track in a brand new Range Rover to spark up your day. Nice car, but felt like it was...
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otoki:
Umm, bday will be spent with family. My ma got me a great present though.
oki:
wish i could help you pack. next time you go on a trip try leaving the plants in the bathtub with about an inch of water. that way they will soak it uo as needed, just as long aas there are holes in the bottom of the pots
Open letter to myself:
Need to get my ass in gear; got some new lighting gear I have to test out... have to shoot something. Have to do something. Been stuck in my own head for too long. Zero motivation. Good at motivating and helping out other people; not so good at taking my own advice.
What's that law of physics? "Bodies at rest tend...
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Need to get my ass in gear; got some new lighting gear I have to test out... have to shoot something. Have to do something. Been stuck in my own head for too long. Zero motivation. Good at motivating and helping out other people; not so good at taking my own advice.
What's that law of physics? "Bodies at rest tend...
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isa:
That hug is the best !!! Hope everything is ok with you...
That hug is the best !!! Hope everything is ok with you...
steffy:
hello ! thank you ..
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stargirl17:
wow.
i feel so little and silly.
and humble.
i feel so little and silly.
and humble.
bambi:
I will come over to NYC when you want me in one of the movies you produce
Haven't slept in a couple of days and I need to crash in a big way... We just finished our Cancer Society 24 hour Relay For Life event (started yesterday morning at 10 am... ended today at 10 am); it rained like crazy and I stayed on my feet the whole time, but had a good time anyway.
My girl Jenny's team raised quite a...
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My girl Jenny's team raised quite a...
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pulloffmywings:
thanks my friend took it for me when we were in Walmart
my friend took it for me when we were in Walmart
blucass:
Thanks for your comments, and I've thought about it but it's not at the top of my to-do list right now.
So, I'm "home" in CT for the moment and finishing up last minute stuff for a Cancer Society fundraiser I am helping my "adoptive family" with. My girl Jenny, her sister, and her mother all "adopted" me years ago and I have been helping them with this yearly event for four years now. The funny part is peoples reactions when I tell friends and family...
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chrisalis:
i live on the omega campus so i'm not sure what the outside world looks like right now.
ultra:
haha, thanks!
xx
ultra
xx
ultra
*kiss*
Gray