Wednesday Mar 03, 2004

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My plane flew low amongst the trees and hills, that is until I dropped the yagerbomb, and another yagerbomb on to the pyramids of Heffs. My weight was lifted and I soared into the sky all my troubles seemed so small.

All my troubles seem so small.

biggrin Here is to the Y-bomb! biggrin

Monday Mar 01, 2004

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OK, I'm feeling a lot better today than I was the last time I posted. smile

I have accepted that I might not pass my biology class, and well, I'll just have to do it next fall. So I'll register for spring with the determination to kick some Edmonds community college ass! *does his best Stewie impersonation* "Yeah that's right I went there!" biggrin

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quinn:
when people say hurtful things its most likely things said in order to make themselves seem better. don't dwell on it. cut your losses and move on.

i'm behind on laundry and being lazy.

thursday:
glad you feel better.
and just think, by taking the class again, you'll REEEALLY know what it's all about. right?

Sunday Feb 29, 2004

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I feel like I'm losing motivation in just about every aspect of my life. Someone once told me something. What that person said, stung so bad that I think about it all the time. My problem is that I'm beginning to believe what that person said.

It's amazing how we as people can make others feel. I don't want to sound like a lame ass...
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laylajane69:
Yeah what irishlibra said. You seem like a kind hearted and nice individual so don't let anyone get you down. True there are mean spirited individuals out there but as long as your are not one of them you can have the personal satisfaction that you are a better than that. Things do get better and the true way to forget what some idiot said is to forget about what they said entirely & just enjoy your life...Hope you are feeling better soon. kiss
laylajane69:
and p.s. you changed your screen name?

Thursday Feb 26, 2004

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Lets see here, my dad went to bed at 12:00 and was totally shit faced. When I got home from school at 10:00 this morning he had already been drinking and was shit faced. whatever

I don't even fucking care anymore, it's just the type of motivation for me to get the hell out!

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laylajane69:
Dude my mom's boyfriend is an alcoholic and I had to live with that shit for 9 years. My favorite is when I would come home from school & he would be shitfaced or passed out on the lawn. Oh childhood memories....It's frustrating & annoying and I found that over the years the only good thing for me was to distance myself from it all. Best thing I ever did was move out. One hell of a motivater don't you think?
laylajane69:
My mom is doing as good as can be expected. She is starting radiation next week but the doctors are optimistic. I think it will turn out good. Thanks for remembering... kiss

Wednesday Feb 25, 2004

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I have the next two days off!
*does the happy dance* biggrin

I am however pulling a twelve hour shift at the fire department on Thursday.

I was visiting my grand parents the other day and my grandma gave me a little book of quotes on success. I don't know if the word "cheesy" is in her vocabulary, but I love her anyway. One of the...
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laylajane69:
Grandparents are supposed to give you cheesy stuff no one else does...My grandma always picks up random nerdy things for me but I think it is the sweetest. Yay for 2 days off! My weekend starts tomorrow and I cannot wait! Have fun saving lives on Thursday!
thelibra:
Grandparents rule. My grandfather taught me that "Garbage smells. Trash doesn't." *shrugs* If you know/knew the guy...that's pretty profound. Ha. Enjoy your daze off biggrin

Sunday Feb 22, 2004

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She just wept
Like I could not ignore
How can I act
When my heart's on the floor?
She just wept
'Til her eyes became sore
I knew who she was
But I don't anymore

She just cried
To the ruins of time
That kept us apart
We were doing just fine
She just wept
She was put to the test
Those that she loved...
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jayne:
poo about you being sick frown i hate not feeling well and having to work.
so the movie's good huh? there's nothing quite like travelling and falling in love. smile you should travel smile

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laylajane69:
That song is sad.

Saturday Feb 21, 2004

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I'm getting sick! tongue
And it sucks ass!

I was getting a sore throat the other night, and was planning on a nice nights sleep but I remembered that I had a lad report, and a pre-lab due the next morning. So instead of sleeping I was up till five o'clock doing biology. whatever

So I got myself some tea, and my book The Gunslinger by Stephen...
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laylajane69:
I am doing absolutely nothing and it is everything I hoped it would be. Sweetness...
jayne:
well...i'm thinking i may keep grooming (i'm a dog groomer) but if i can't find work with that, then i'm not sure...i'm open to whatever i can find kind of. we'll see.
i definitely won't have my own flat, but hopefully you will soon...move to seattle! i think at this point that's the only other place i'd want to live besides london.

Tuesday Feb 17, 2004

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Well, I met up with my buddy Jesse after he got off work and we went down to the Fremont Sonicboom location to get some Yeah yeah yeahs tickets, but they were sold out, so I had to get them on line. But hey I got them and thats all that counts. biggrin

Earlier when I went to meat Jesse at his store, he has always...
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thursday:
not if you only wanted to say hi cuz she's 'the hot porno chick'.

re: nursing

nursing is cool. my roommate yumchen is studying nursing.
navin:
*boom chucka bow bow...*

dude, i haven't got my yeahsx3 tix yet.. but i should be ok.. my homie co-owns the neumo.. biggrin

Monday Feb 16, 2004

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Thank God Valentine's Day, and the weekend is over with! I can't stand that shit, and yes it's because I have no one to spend it with. tongue

Just a few more weeks of school left. I'll see if I can't pull out a 2.0. haha!

nursesugar:
You're going to get your motherfuckin' arse kicked, mister. Hahahahaha... I'm just LOVELY, thank you, and I'll be even more so watchin' my yanks with Jeter, A-Rod and the Giambino kickin the CRAP outta everybody else. wink Isn't sports rivalry fun?
seth0067:
Dude I have no $$$ for anything but salt soup until my first unemployment check hits in March. Thanks for the invite though.

Thursday Feb 12, 2004

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Well, I walked up and stood at he gates of hell (the doors that open up to my biology class). I walked in, took my seat and took my test. I think I did better than last time, but those dam essay questions get me all the time! mad


I need a nap really bad!

YeahYeahYeahs are coming to town sood too! *does the happy dance*...
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thursday:
i hate essay questions too.

re: studying

right now i'm in 3D design and business, but i take a lot of art and spanish classes for the most part. some japanese, and now business. you?
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