Arrgghh ~ this is the second time today i fucked up something i put a lot of work into. first i wrote my aunt the longest letter ever on hotmail and accidentally hit the back button and when i went forward ~ all gone! now i just re-filled out my profile ever so eloquently and didn't scroll down to see the save update button! went backwards hoping to find the new and much improved but no, the powers to be are against me. so to all the picky groups i applied to, sorry i have to do this profile again sometime soon. fuck me!