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I cannot believe I just found out Ondine past away. She was my first friend on here. Our correspondence was off to such a wonderful start. She was a very beautiful wonderful person. Now I will never know the fullest extent of that. I wish I knew what caused her death. I wish I had the power to prevent it. We only talked a little bit. But it was clear that at minimum a beautiful friendship was in the making. I think I have to cry.

I hope to see you when our paths cross again. Until then enjoy your journey.

She will be the only suicide girl on my favorites list.

I am such an asshole. I knew she was out of town. but still I cannot belive I didn't know until now. that makes it all the worse.


She sent me some emails but this was her only post on my journal.


You have the sexiest profile I have seen! I haven't seen many, often they are too much the same. Yours gives me the tingles. Oh, and about "girls" I am all of them except filled with spite and hate. I can be very mean, but I think it's funny. I'm the sweetest dominatrix I know
Do I contradict myself?
very well then I contradict myself!
I am great, I contain multitudes-
Walt Whitman "Song of Myself"
song of you too maybe