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My loyalty to anyone always comes with a barrel to your head and my finger on the trigger. As long as whoever I am giving my loyalty to demonstrates the standards I expect then I would not hesitate to go quite out of my way in their support. However, if you flinch I pull the trigger. If I am the leader of a group then I will lead. I will watch out for that group and do what is best for that group. That group is my responsibility. If I was following a leader that for a second appeared that they would sacrifice me for their own sake. Then I would cut their legs out from beneath them and set them to their destruction without hesitation. largely this all relates to business related things. in my personal life only those who have proven that they should be allowed in are. There is the world that I have to interact with to exist in this world and my personal life. out there tolerance is a matter of strategy and need. in my personal life I have no tolerance. Not for anyone in any way. No one can live up to the standards that I do.

I do not kill indiscriminately. For many reasons I try not to kill what I do not have to. The other day I was collecting toads and moving them away from where I was treating so they would not absorb the poison through their skin. one thing my job has taught me is, well a whole new array of ways and reasons humans are disgusting. They don't care about truly solving problems. Cover up the problems, make it go away. poison everything. I better stop before this goes somewhere I shouldn't