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How do you understand the love of a madman?

Any woman I fall in love with I would want to have children with. Really that is the whole point. If I fall in love with someone it Is because they are so deeply meaningful to me and that in them I see the opportunity for offspring that will be better than me. That is the goal of life. Everything after survival and reproduction is...
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I love who I love for the intricacies of their personalities. there are things that make people attractive but the true beauty and addiction lies in connecting to the subtle often indescribable qualities that people simply label personality. The depth and density, the poetry of personality. It just takes time and to care to describe it all.

I need a secretary or a writing partner. I need help to frame and organize the thoughts, ideas, inventions, everything that constantly comes spewing out of me.

We are made from the stars, our only hope is to return to them.

I have been on an emotional rollercoaster the past few days. Now I know why people throw up.

I think that my most humbling moment was the day I learned I was capable of jealousy. The only Scorpio characteristic I did not possess in overwhelming abundance. I thought that I was above it. I thought it was effortlessly conquered. It as with everything about me has proven to be very powerful and endlessly resilient. I fear for any who catches my rage. No...
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A twilight predator that thrives on the power if its twilight consciousness.

Sometimes you ned someone elses philosophy to clarify your own. Sometimes you need others to patch the holes in yourself. People need eatch other to patch each others holes so they can continue their voyage. Bonds are inmportant, atoms, molecules, cells. Bonds are the universe. Every solitary creature eventually needs to find another. No one can be completely alone.

I grow ever increasingly incongruous with the world around me. The world I witness. I understand more and more as I free ever more from my unconscious mind and bring it to conscious attention. I think I will at least write down my philosophies, my beliefs, my thoughts, my personal religion, My personal culture. Culture means nothing if it is not passed on. Maybe it...
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My emotions, my passions, my minds are the mares of diomedes. I hold their reins, I am in control, I keep them from eating anyone.

Perhaps a good solid whack against my chest with my bokken will make it all better.