Well, she called today. Usual stuff from her: "I love you. I miss you." I just don't know if I can believe it anymore, and everybody tells me that I shouldn't. But, it's my decision and I know I'm going to continue to wait for her if for no other reason than I'm crazy apparently. I love her. I know she loves me. But I...
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Fuck it all. Here I find myself drunk again facing the realization that, ONCE AGAIN, that which I desire most in this world has been dangled in front of me only to be yanked away when it seemed so promised to me. It is now two days since I heard from her. Last we spoke she told me how much she loved me and that...
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mirandab:
Ummm....I think Shaylee would object to you borrowing her Toby. He might make you happy for a few minutes, but then he will poop on your floor and bite your toes.
I'm drinking LongHamer IPA....I'm a little drunk
I'm drinking LongHamer IPA....I'm a little drunk
Why is it that whenever I fall in love, it's a fucking tragedy? I know the odds were against me and it was a bad situation to begin with, but you can't help who you fall in love with. And I'll be damned if I'm about to pass on what could be a dream come true just because the situation isn't perfect. Nothing in life...
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snarky:
Honestly, babe, she does NOT sound like she deserves you.
Relationships are NOT supposed to be one sided, and I know MANY girls that would kill to have a man like you.
You tried, you gave it your all, now you cant do anymore. It will just end up hurting you even more in the future.
You will find that one special girl that will be as wonderful to you as you are to them, she will be your soul mate :]
Just dont stop looking for her and dont just settle for what is there right now. Have high expectations and standards, believe me, that girl will come along and be everything you have ever wanted.
Relationships are NOT supposed to be one sided, and I know MANY girls that would kill to have a man like you.
You tried, you gave it your all, now you cant do anymore. It will just end up hurting you even more in the future.
You will find that one special girl that will be as wonderful to you as you are to them, she will be your soul mate :]
Just dont stop looking for her and dont just settle for what is there right now. Have high expectations and standards, believe me, that girl will come along and be everything you have ever wanted.
vivian:
Thanks
It's just time for a new post on here, so, how about a little brief re-telling of my weekend? Okay.........
So, three of my buddies were supposed to fight in Tampa this weekend but one opponent fell out last week and another got changed on us at the last second so it was decided that my friend whose opponent that was shouldn't fight as he...
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So, three of my buddies were supposed to fight in Tampa this weekend but one opponent fell out last week and another got changed on us at the last second so it was decided that my friend whose opponent that was shouldn't fight as he...
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cavalryguy:
oh yeah...i point cutoff on the 15th.....so dec 1 is sgt maddox time.
blackberrie:
damn dude update.
Wish I had good news to report kids, but I will sleep alone tonight. And tomorrow night. And probably most of the nights to come after that. What can I say? I tried, I gave it my all. Still sucks though.
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blackberrie:
i hope it doesnt rain tomorrow. this weather sucks. a lot. if you definitly decide youre going text this jew and well all meet up. i also saw a commercial for an octoberfest bar crawl in columbus, so if the thing on base turns lame and gabe and i wanna drink, we might just do that.
im glad youre happy-ish. is she thinking of leaving him for you?
im glad youre happy-ish. is she thinking of leaving him for you?
cavalryguy:
dude hows things?
Tonight I will drink to her, that she may find happiness in whatever life holds for her.
I will drink A LOT to her.
".......if strength was born from heartache, then mountains I could move."
I will drink A LOT to her.
".......if strength was born from heartache, then mountains I could move."
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blackberrie:
yes i do. you listen to me complain. so now im gonna listen to you.
iggy:
cheer up buttercup!
Though thats probably the last thing you would like to hear...
Though thats probably the last thing you would like to hear...
I fucking hate everyone.
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scorpihoe:
I hate everyone too....okay, well not you plus a few others, so i guess i don't hate everyone. I hate most everyone!
blackberrie:
me too man. girls are fucking crazy and guys are fucking stupid. i have no idea whats going on. oh and i hate the army. cool.
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cavalryguy:
yeah. he and i had a chat this morning. it's all good.
cavalryguy:
then again, maybe that chat didnt work so well. this morning he comes in and runs his mouth like he's not fresh out of basic and like he's been there and done that with us. i am gonna crush this kid in november dude. just crush his little heart. oh well. he can't listen now when i am nice, then he can listen when i am not so nice.
Okay, so I've been back from leave for a bit now and just haven't updated on here. So let's update:
-Good things are happening at work and I've started training regularly again. I already feel stronger.
-Gabe got a stress fracture the first week of Ranger, so I don't get to hang out with What's-Her-Face while he's gone. Poop.
-New HP is well worth the...
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-Good things are happening at work and I've started training regularly again. I already feel stronger.
-Gabe got a stress fracture the first week of Ranger, so I don't get to hang out with What's-Her-Face while he's gone. Poop.
-New HP is well worth the...
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cavalryguy:
i wasnt cryin bout the weather. mostly cus it's unavoidable. especially on a 9 hour blcking position. stupid jrtc rotation. stupid squadron. stupid brigade.
cavalryguy:
nice truck. i should get pics of my car on here. but i have to wait until i get the key mark repaired. stupid arty motherfuckers.
Okay, I'm gonna be away for a few days. I'm going on leave and think I'm gonna boycott the computer whilst I'm gone. We'll see how that goes. Anyway, it's 0344 on Saturday the 14th and I'm getting ready to drive seven hours on no sleep. Hell yes, I'm brilliant. I'll talk to you all when I get back.
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jinkmaiden:
Well, I'm feeling special knowing something about you most don't *hugs*
And never feel the need, should I ever be around you or just talking to you, to prove yourself to me. I'm the last person anyone has to prove themselves to. I'm just me.
And never feel the need, should I ever be around you or just talking to you, to prove yourself to me. I'm the last person anyone has to prove themselves to. I'm just me.
applegeek:
hey dude, sorry, ive been away from the computer too.
I'm cool, you?

Also - God, I know what you're going through. I had a relationship with a marine for a while, while he was stationed across the country. Absolute hell. I hope you two come out of it ok, whichever way the relationship goes.
♥