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For those of you that don't know, I am going through a very bad break up right now. I have finally come to the realization that she left me because she felt obligated to do so. Obligated to someone else. Obligated to do what she feels is right. For this she is willing to sacrifice her happiness and what we had together. If it didn't mean I had to lose her for this I'd admire her decision. I say this to you all to explain my random ass blogs and TMI comments around this site. Please bare with me.