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So, I used to be a HUGE mountain biker and have for the first time in two years been dying to get back on some trail. So I went down to the local bike shop yesterday to find out about riding around here and got to talk to the guys there, one of them being the owner. Real cool guy, we got along immediately. I had been wanting to ask about a job on the weekends but he beat me to the punch and asked if I was interested before I could ask about availabilities. I don't have it yet, but he said he could tell I was just the kind of guy that would fit in well there. I was stoked. Plus, he was down for riding real soon. Double stoke. So my new shoes should be here in a few days and I'll be all ready to tear up some trail once again. I can't wait, my knee is underabused right now and aches for strain.

In other news, you were all right. All of you. She told me Thursday that they were separating because she couldn't stand being without me. I really tried to not believe her and not get sucked back in. I promise, I really did. But, I love her and can't help it. So, she sucked me back in. And Friday we were back to our old selves again. And I haven't heard from her since Friday night.

It's very difficult not to be ashamed of yourself when you see what a fool you are. Damn it.