Thursday Mar 01, 2007

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I'm drunk and hate being alone because I believed the lies someone told me when they had NO intention of keeping them. That's twice in the past year my heart has been STOMPED on and I'm fucking sick of it.

I'm a rational man. I just want to share the wonders of life with someone and perhaps raise a family. But no, the only women I meet are only interested in taking what they want from me and leaving me hanging, wondering what I did wrong.

I've not done anything wrong (relationship wise; years) for a while and I'm sick of ending up on this fucked-up end of the stick. I'm nearing my wit's end. I don't want to feel this any longer. Fucking selfish people.
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thedishwasher:
i think one of the few good points of my job is that its casual dress code, i dont think i could deal being all uncomfortable all day for no reason, its uncomfortable enough sitting all day, i thought it would be nice at first (i never had a job i was allowed to sit at, let alone had to) but i find myself making any excuse to get up, i come up with bullshit questions to ask my supervisor, and instead of dialing her extention i walk across the big ass room we're in to ask her in person, works for now, but eventually i wont be the new girl anymore and wont have as many excuses....
im very anxious to get my settlement, ive been without a car since october and im doing doing so well depending on people for rides, i find myself being kind of hermity, i hate to inconvience people to drive me, so i sit at home instead...
sorry to hear your bad luck with the relationship stuff, i basically give up on all that, hahaha, im in the most confusing situation with a guy that im slowly realizing is going nowhere, good luck with stuff smile
_pie_:
Thanks. I have been dealing with them both for years now, so nothing they do comes as a surprise. It's still sad and upsetting though.

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