Okay, so I've been really busy the past few days and when I have been around a computer SG didn't want to work. Bastards. Anyway, pretty good news for ya. Got my contract all finalized and shit the other day and I'm heading off the wonderful land of Ft. Benning Georgia next weekend. Woo-hoo???????? Don't know much about the place other than it's a TRADOC post, so I should have a decent amount of time on my hands to finish my degree and do all the wonderful things I want to do to further myself in life. Other than that....................
Went to my grandparent's over the weekend. My sisters were both up there and I wanted to see them all before I left so I packed up suddenly when I found out. It was fun but both my sisters left yesterday and the very reason I had been scared of to go to my grandparent's came crashing down. You see, the last time I was there was Thanksgiving with 'her.' I can honestly say it was one of the best weekends of my life. I was so proud to bring someone up to meet them whom I cared about so much. 'She' was tired that night and fell asleep early and my grandmother told me she understood why I liked 'her' so much. I just smiled. I then asked if it was okay if we slept in the same bed together. Grandma just looked at me and said, "I didn't fall off the turnip truck yesterday, I know you two have spent the night together before." I crawled into bed and held her all night. It was great.
So going back there after all this was fine until my sisters left and it got quiet again and all I could think about was, "hey, last time I was here she was sitting right there while we played cards." I just can't seem to stop myself. I didn't sleep in that same bed this time. It was just too much.
Something else, I've been having some very strange dreams lately. Dreams of me being killed, my grandparent's dying, other things I don't remember but wake up breathing hard with my heart pounding, and of course the inevitable dreams of 'her' and I being back together which suck the most cuz then I wake up alone. Now, this isn't really all that weird except that I never used to dream before. I would go months without dreaming, or at least without remembering dreaming. My first answer to this was because before recently I was living my dream (that is to say being with her). Not healthy. Blah.
Went to my grandparent's over the weekend. My sisters were both up there and I wanted to see them all before I left so I packed up suddenly when I found out. It was fun but both my sisters left yesterday and the very reason I had been scared of to go to my grandparent's came crashing down. You see, the last time I was there was Thanksgiving with 'her.' I can honestly say it was one of the best weekends of my life. I was so proud to bring someone up to meet them whom I cared about so much. 'She' was tired that night and fell asleep early and my grandmother told me she understood why I liked 'her' so much. I just smiled. I then asked if it was okay if we slept in the same bed together. Grandma just looked at me and said, "I didn't fall off the turnip truck yesterday, I know you two have spent the night together before." I crawled into bed and held her all night. It was great.
So going back there after all this was fine until my sisters left and it got quiet again and all I could think about was, "hey, last time I was here she was sitting right there while we played cards." I just can't seem to stop myself. I didn't sleep in that same bed this time. It was just too much.
Something else, I've been having some very strange dreams lately. Dreams of me being killed, my grandparent's dying, other things I don't remember but wake up breathing hard with my heart pounding, and of course the inevitable dreams of 'her' and I being back together which suck the most cuz then I wake up alone. Now, this isn't really all that weird except that I never used to dream before. I would go months without dreaming, or at least without remembering dreaming. My first answer to this was because before recently I was living my dream (that is to say being with her). Not healthy. Blah.
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It's the smile on the little pigs face!!!!!
your nan sounds very cool