endlessly

So last night I walk into my friend's apartment and he had just threw in a movie. I ask what we're watching. He says The Notebook. My eyes widened and I practically yell at him, "DUDE!!! NO!!!!" In his defense he had no idea what it was. He had just borrowed a bunch of DVD burns from a friend and he said that was the only one he didn't recognize. He asks what it's about and I give him a brief rundown from what I've been told (I was warned to stay away from this movie). He laughs, says he's sorry, and asks if I'm sure I don't want to watch it. I tell him if he puts it back in I'll slit my wrists right there. He laughs and we watch The Jerk instead. Much better.

I don't want to be depressed anymore. But I don't want to have to wake up without her even more.