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Oh and the drunken debauchery continues. Another night of heavy drinking. Went out with my buddy JR who always manages to be surrounded by women when we go out. It's a liltle nerve racking for me considering where I'm coming from but after a few drinks I'm able to relax a bit and just have some fun. A friend of his last night was pretty into me but I just wasn't having it. Kind of scares me that I'm choosing to be single for the rest of my life, but hey, screw it, it's just life. I guess if I was meant to be with somebody I would still be with her. So I'm just gonna keep going out and having fun and soon I'll be in the desert so fuck it, I don't care what happens. I'm really rambling today aren't I? Maybe I've finally started killing all the really important brain cells. Need to go eat now, take care.