Going to see the recruiter today, then I have traffic school tonight. Sounds like a great day, huh? Nothing much else going on. I just can't wait to get the hell out of here and move on with my life.
Late at night I keep having this thought that she's going to call me saying something has happened and she needs me. My answer would be, "I'm on my way." But the phone doesn't ring. I miss her voice so much. I just want to hold her again.
Oh, and one more thing. I've been celibate now for a few weeks. After losing the most precious thing in the world to me with whom I shared the most emotionally satisfying intimate relationship I've had no desire to try and replace that with anything else. And so far it's not been difficult. But today I'm struggling a bit. Oh well, too much to do to really worry about it.
Late at night I keep having this thought that she's going to call me saying something has happened and she needs me. My answer would be, "I'm on my way." But the phone doesn't ring. I miss her voice so much. I just want to hold her again.
Oh, and one more thing. I've been celibate now for a few weeks. After losing the most precious thing in the world to me with whom I shared the most emotionally satisfying intimate relationship I've had no desire to try and replace that with anything else. And so far it's not been difficult. But today I'm struggling a bit. Oh well, too much to do to really worry about it.