I realize that during my relationship with her I stopped growing as a person. She just made me feel like a kid and that nothing mattered but us being together so I stopped progressing. She always told me that nothing mattered as long as we were together but I should have known better. Hearts change and people grow. I'll never get over her, I'll always love her and when I'm walking I wish her hand was still in mine. I see her face in everything I do and smell her beautiful scent wherever I go. How could I have lost something so wonderful? Will I ever be happy again?
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All I can tell you is that it will feel better with time, but you will never be the same again.
Just take a little time to find yourself and dont drink yourself stupid like I did.