I realize that during my relationship with her I stopped growing as a person. She just made me feel like a kid and that nothing mattered but us being together so I stopped progressing. She always told me that nothing mattered as long as we were together but I should have known better. Hearts change and people grow. I'll never get over her, I'll always...
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Anyway, so I don't think I'm doing too well on the 'handling of the most horrible loss I've ever experienced' thing. Started drinking around noon today and got a bit drunk actually. So when you're fighting a hangover at 5pm, usually that's when the little voice in your head starts screaming that you are seriously fucking up. The voice in my head has long since...
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So my friend called yesterday. She's going out of town for a week and needs someone to care for the cats while she is away. I'm just back in town and don't really have a place to stay so this works out rather well. One whole week of wonderful solitude where I can catch up on reading, watch some World Cup action, and basically make...
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Well now I feel like a jerk. I just emailed the 'help' guys/gals asking how to blog on here. Don't you hate it when you ask for help then figure it out on your own immediately afterwards?
Anyway, I'm new to all this and hoping to make a bit of a fresh start for myself, in life, career, geography, etc.
What else is there to...
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Anyway, I'm new to all this and hoping to make a bit of a fresh start for myself, in life, career, geography, etc.
What else is there to...
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endlessly:
The first few pics I posted up on here.
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Aren't you a cutie!!! Gotta love a man in uniform!!
All I can tell you is that it will feel better with time, but you will never be the same again.
Just take a little time to find yourself and dont drink yourself stupid like I did.