June, 2004: I call up Peppinos Pizza, asking for a job. Joe, the owner, says ''You have the job! I'll call you Monday with the when and where."
I never hear back from him.
June-August, 2004: I call Joes place repeatedly, throughout the summer, he's never working or not there. Hmmm.
September, 2004: I go to different Peppino's Pizza and ask for a job. They...
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I never hear back from him.
June-August, 2004: I call Joes place repeatedly, throughout the summer, he's never working or not there. Hmmm.
September, 2004: I go to different Peppino's Pizza and ask for a job. They...
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girly:
heh..read my journal... 
girly:
my pizza will ever be cold again 
Holy shit. That was officially the best phone call I have ever made. It was so nice to talk to her again, and we agreed on everything and there is now total closure. There is a weight off my back and a pain lessened in my chest. We talked for about 2 hours, during which we laughed and cried ("I laughed, I cried!") a whole...
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friedbanana105:
he's one sexy mother-fucker.
he's one sexy mother-fucker.
I'm going to talk to her tonight, over the phone, for the first time in a month. We talked for a short period today, but she was at work and I was driving. She's a sweetheart, she really is. We're going to talk about not being friends anymore and whatever it all means.
So, as to whether I'm obliterated or joyous, I'll find out tonight.
So, as to whether I'm obliterated or joyous, I'll find out tonight.
girly:
Good luck
"Dawn breaks like a bull through the hall,
Never should have called
But my head's to the wall and I'm lonely.
And if you'd 'a took to me like
A gull takes to the wind.
Well, I'd 'a jumped from my tree
And I'd a danced like the kind of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well. "
-The Shins...
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solaris:
i guess.... but you're still my favourite, always and forever more. 
solaris:
actually i AM going to cut me hair. woo woo.
but now i have to go and tour some stupid fucking farm with my mom.
but now i have to go and tour some stupid fucking farm with my mom.
And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending.
And this is all that's left:
Scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.
And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
As the alcohol drained the days.
And...
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The cool air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending.
And this is all that's left:
Scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.
And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
As the alcohol drained the days.
And...
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distra:
Great profile pic!!!! F*ing awesome
Great profile pic!!!! F*ing awesome
There's a really amazingly cute and smart as a whip girl I talked to. She wants to be a neurosurgeon. That's fucking nuts. She seemed to like me, but honestly, how the hell do I know such things?
Why did I download all this Dashboard Confessional? He's such a whiner. I mean, yeah, be sad and all that, but sheesh.
I can't list all the bands, movies, places and things that have become sullied or lessened by my breakup. Half of them she introduced to me, or I her, and the other half it's like we found together. So I have that going...
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I can't list all the bands, movies, places and things that have become sullied or lessened by my breakup. Half of them she introduced to me, or I her, and the other half it's like we found together. So I have that going...
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solaris:
it's the same with me... it sucks when everything reminds you of your ex. i FINALLY got over pavement reminding me of him, THANK GOD, i would have had to kill him if he wrecked precious pavement!
girly:
Really? That's news to me
Always here if you want to talk
Always here if you want to talk
We were on a street, not a specific one, but a college town. Ann Arbor, probably. But she was there. And we were together, again. And Lord, I haven't been so happy. Not in weeks, not in months probably. It was sweet, and full and passionate and the very definition of beautiful. The very definition. She never looked so perfect to me, her smile never...
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solaris:
also: that entry was heartbreaking.
it was my would-be one-year with ryan yesterday.
it was hard.
life is hard.
it was my would-be one-year with ryan yesterday.
it was hard.
life is hard.
solaris:
i AM in one, and i still think they're stupid.
gotta eat fruit loops now.
gotta eat fruit loops now.
I'm not perfect. I don't shower enough. I eat too much bad food. I'm bad with money. I don't have a job. I'm irresponsible. I'm an asshole. I'm a jerk. I can be horrible to my best friends. I take advantage. I am bitter. I think I'm better than most. I'm fat. I don't shave. I'm slightly perverted. I don't give a shit. I'm lazy....
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girly:
That's all we care about 
pica_pica:
Thanks dude. I appreciate your words.
hey though, WRITE! not necessarily on here, i just mean write. Get up every fucking morning, and promise yourself that you will fill up 3 pages of fucking drivel if need be. No matter what, you will just sit down and fill 3 pages. Doesn't even matter what it is you are writing. You could fill three pages with "hmm, i don't have anything to say." but write it down.
Try it for a week. You'll be amazed.
Don't be afraid about "finding out things" and having any sort of reaction to what you figure out. That's the BEST.
yeah, sure, you may have a total fucking breakdown, but good! there is only one possible future to getting really really low in your life, and that's waking up the next day, or a week later, or even a month later, and coming up higher than you were before you hit that depth.
And yeah, I am saying this stuff in your journal because I am also trying to convince myself somewhat of the same truth.
It is true in there somewhere though. I trust me on that.
hey though, WRITE! not necessarily on here, i just mean write. Get up every fucking morning, and promise yourself that you will fill up 3 pages of fucking drivel if need be. No matter what, you will just sit down and fill 3 pages. Doesn't even matter what it is you are writing. You could fill three pages with "hmm, i don't have anything to say." but write it down.
Try it for a week. You'll be amazed.
Don't be afraid about "finding out things" and having any sort of reaction to what you figure out. That's the BEST.
yeah, sure, you may have a total fucking breakdown, but good! there is only one possible future to getting really really low in your life, and that's waking up the next day, or a week later, or even a month later, and coming up higher than you were before you hit that depth.
And yeah, I am saying this stuff in your journal because I am also trying to convince myself somewhat of the same truth.
It is true in there somewhere though. I trust me on that.
solaris:
haha, well, once you get here you realize it's not as 1337 as you once thought. it's still fucking cool though! i am excited.
but why is my friends list picture different than my user picture? wah wah i don't like that. i hate the friends list one. and the user one is all pixely.
continuous wah-ing.
but why is my friends list picture different than my user picture? wah wah i don't like that. i hate the friends list one. and the user one is all pixely.
continuous wah-ing.
Well nevermind I guess.
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johnclement:
I love your avatar.
emilyrocks:
my date thoroughly enjoyed the movie. but it made her cry at the end. so i have to comfort her with soup and milky ways.
I kinda want to go to Kira's birthday party, which was posted in the SGMidwest group. It seems like it would be fun. But can I just show up? I don't know anyone who will be there, so should I just ask if I can come? I don't know the etiquette of this.
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evanx:
[Edited on Aug 25, 2004 3:41PM]
[Edited on Aug 25, 2004 3:41PM]
kira:
i don't know you at all and normally would say yes you can come but it has been brought to my attention that you make a few of the people who are attending my party, who i do know and are my friends, uncomfortable. so it may not be a good idea if you show up to the party...i'm sorry.