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The weather is shit, I have a craving for sausage rolls and I'm still contemplating my relationship with James.

Welcome to my strange wee world.

Of course, I could be productive and start working on my visual diaries, but procrastinating is too much fun when you've got the internet.
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llouys:
eeeheeee
_pauly_:
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Today is better and I have tomorrow off to sleep and write down the crap that's floating about in my head into my visual diary.

I want to shoot my set soon, but I'm worried by the leap of quality in sets recently. I guess I could shoot and learn by mistakes, but then there's the whole thing about trying to find a spare evening...
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tequilaraymax:
Cool. Drunk Scots talk. I cannae wait. smile
zgrat:
hmmm.. have you tried the hopefuls group? take a few pics and ask for some advice? hope it goes well hon
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Crap day. Crap ideas.

Sorry for the curtness of this post, but I'm so stressed out right now.

Hope you're all good and thanks for the messages. xx
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gabse_sagua:
relax, take a deep breath....

i'm fine... eeek
dixiehelle:
unfortunately, i can't hint for them to leave... they're staying here! but it's o.k. because it's my parents and i'm lucky if i see them once a year!!! smile

i wish i could come there and tickle you into hysterics!! wink
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Away from negativity, I'm meant to be going on a night out in Bristol tomorrow. Hopefully, I'll get horrendously drunk (not to the extent of spewing though, I hate that) and forget about everything that's bothering me.
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nolan_void:
Trying to escape your problems is what allows them to flourish.
dixiehelle:
hi sweet emmy love love

how was your weekend???
kind i hope!! smile
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Trying to understand your own mind seems so worthless at times.

Every day I am plagued with indecision.
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snowballinhell:
Welcome to my world! Just call me little miss can't make her mind up what she wants

Hope you work it out

Smooches
Michelle xx
dixiehelle:
you are not allowed to be down... cause yor're just too damn sweet!!blush
if i could kick your mind's butt i would.... that's if it had a butt!!!
sometimes don't you wish you were dumb so you could just float thru life!!!!
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2nd year is so hard and stressful. I want to cry.

Of course, it doesn't help when people are being dicks either.

Still, I'm trying to keep afloat at the moment, because I'm in that whole sink or swim situation and dammit I want to swim.
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zgrat:
yeah, it's alot of fun. it's jus sucking up to much of my time... now excuse me while i go slay some demons biggrin
traumatron:
nights out amongst friends usually helps, eh?

speaking of friends...
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dem_z:
Hey, cute tattoo! So, how many people have asked "Did it hurt"? The camera would be cool. Tiny or huge? On like the inside of your wrist or covering your whole back??
thepirate:
I like the film camera! I still have a similar design for some shirts I want to screen (still camera though).
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What a weird, but eventful evening I had last night (the Kiss tribute band gig at my boyfriend's clubnight).

So, James dyed my hair pinky purple for me on Friday night whilst he was moderately stoned and managed to get hairdye over most of my head, neck and shoulders. I looked like a human beetroot Nice!

Last night some of James' mates from back home...
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gabse_sagua:
thanks for your congratulations on my birthday.

you look great with that new color on your hair.
ryan_dipietro:
You are teh rock. love
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I really don't like the light that James has let me use for my SG shoot (which I will do at some point in the future. Honest!), it's really harsh and has a horrible Tungsten yellow tone (yeah, I know, can be corrected by a blue daylight gel), but also it shows up all nasty blemishes which I didn't even notice I had.

But I...
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dem_z:
It's all in the anticipation! People's heads will explode when you actually do a set and get it accepted and it goes up smile *Crosses Fingers* Good Luck! I know nothing about lighting, so I won't offer advice.
ruth:
love the elf ear shot! your cute !!
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Hooray!

I finally got to see the episode of Real Sex with the Suicide Girls. love

It's made me love this site and the girls on it even more (if that's possible?).

It also makes me super happy about being a hopeful who might one day be on the site. Haha. That sounds naff, but hey, it makes me that bit more enthusiastic about it all....
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missmontana:
omg i had no idea they even had a real sex! i am soooo jealous....
Lucky you for gettingt to watch it. I can't save you from Baldurs Gate i love that game too. however... there is an even better one.. check out everquest champions of norrath for hours of addicting fun. seriously.... you can't make as many cool weapons but the levels are longer, the game is long, and um... its wild. perhaps you alreaady knew that.
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traumatron:
when i first started playing sims 2 - i played for six hours straight. eeek biggrin

i got logic points coming outta my ass.
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http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/entertainment/tv_and_radio/3722904.stm

This makes me cry. Bambi?!??!

I thought it was a rite of passage of sorts crying during Bambi when you were little.
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minsc_and_boo:
i know i cried when i saw bambi in the theater
dem_z:
I wonder what the fuck parents are supposed to be doing nowadays? If someone knows their child isn't going to like something they should be protecting them from it, it shouldn't be left to the state to do that for them. AND: let's be honest, how many children have actually been *harmed* by Bambi? How many of them suffer after they've grown up because they watched bambi. Grrr;
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I need a bacon sandwich now - out drinking last night and got more than slightly toasted.

Sometimes I'm an idiot and forget not to drink on an empty stomach, y'see, but I did go to a gallery opening and one of James' mates also said that although he wasn't sure about me when James and I started going out (back in June last year)...
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