First up, thank you to everyone for the messages and nice thoughts on my previous journal entry. It means a lot to me.
I still have to meet Uni deadlines (god knows how) and also have to provide them with a doctors note to prove that I'm depressed.
London was ace.
Met up with 3 netfolks off of PC Gamer Forum, including Rogue_Pigeon and Wayward_Ronin...
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I still have to meet Uni deadlines (god knows how) and also have to provide them with a doctors note to prove that I'm depressed.
London was ace.
Met up with 3 netfolks off of PC Gamer Forum, including Rogue_Pigeon and Wayward_Ronin...
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So yeah, the doctor confirmed that I am depressed and I've been put on Mirtazapine Soltab.
I don't like it so far. I'm a pretty tired person as it is, but it also acts as a sedative. A very effective one. I basically conked out at Max's at 8.30pm last night - 15 minutes after taking it - and slept through to 10.30am with a...
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I don't like it so far. I'm a pretty tired person as it is, but it also acts as a sedative. A very effective one. I basically conked out at Max's at 8.30pm last night - 15 minutes after taking it - and slept through to 10.30am with a...
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rocketx:
break out! be active!
hug rocketx
hug rocketx
jericho:
Hey
The 'Hookup' section suggested I say hello to you and who am I to argue?
Hello
I'm sorry about your new medication. I'm not sure how making you sluggish is supposed to make you feel better but then I'm no Doctor. What deadlines do you have?
Loved the pics you did. You are one very sexy lady!
The 'Hookup' section suggested I say hello to you and who am I to argue?
Hello
I'm sorry about your new medication. I'm not sure how making you sluggish is supposed to make you feel better but then I'm no Doctor. What deadlines do you have?
Loved the pics you did. You are one very sexy lady!
Too emotional for my own good.
Going to doctor tomorrow. There are no miracle cures, but they can help. Silly crazy head.
Going to doctor tomorrow. There are no miracle cures, but they can help. Silly crazy head.
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germ13:
I'm back
germ13:
how you been since I was away?
I'm meant to be going to London on Sunday. I've never been before.
Someone please tell me it isn't as scary as Glasgow.
Someone please tell me it isn't as scary as Glasgow.
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selena:
its not as scary as glasgow!!!! ...i thought i was the only person who thought glasgow was scary, me and my boy both thought that it was especially at night time 
i wouldnt go back in a hurry which is a shame
i wouldnt go back in a hurry which is a shame 
charley:
Yes!!! Chocolate painkiller, damn good idea missy and it should be Tescos own Organic because I just ate great big bar of it 
Uni is stressful at the moment. I've done no work, I keep trying to do it and everyone on my course seems to be going out of their way to ignore me or show as little interest as possible in what I'm saying.
To add to this, today, I tried going to the library which is the only place to go online and print out...
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To add to this, today, I tried going to the library which is the only place to go online and print out...
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dark_templar:
yaaayyy!!!!!!!!!! 
bandaged_iris:
I'm digging the pic with the pink SG undies, you've got a cute little bottom! 
So I moved out of James' on Friday. All is well again, sort of.
Ill today, not sure what to blame. Been having the best sex ever. Desparately need to go food shopping. I still haven't started work on my visual diaries yet.
Oh, and I got ID'd buying a knife yesterday for trimming prints. Apparently, I look 15, after handing over ID to say...
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Ill today, not sure what to blame. Been having the best sex ever. Desparately need to go food shopping. I still haven't started work on my visual diaries yet.
Oh, and I got ID'd buying a knife yesterday for trimming prints. Apparently, I look 15, after handing over ID to say...
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selena:
hey! : ) cherry directed me over hear after asking for advise about bars in swansea....wondered if you could help me out?! a friend has just moved, and i'm going to check out her pad and makesure shes A-OK as soom as shes settled, shes not hit the bar scene yet, were not looking for anywhere fantastic and life altering just somewhere to hang out with interesting music and a decent scenery, would be really grateful if you could suggest anything... thank u!!
i love food shopping its so much fun, especially when im hungry and come back with a months supply of hot dogs and kinder eggs and no real food in site.
i got ID'd buying cigarettes yesterday... i look young for my age, but not 15!!!! fucker just didnt like the way i look 
i love food shopping its so much fun, especially when im hungry and come back with a months supply of hot dogs and kinder eggs and no real food in site.
i got ID'd buying cigarettes yesterday... i look young for my age, but not 15!!!! fucker just didnt like the way i look 
thetimebomb:
Just read the last few entries in your journals. Sorry to hear that the relationship has broken up but it sounds like you done the right thing. From what you said it sounded like the ex didn't really respect you.
Don't worry about not being comfortable in social situations and not being able to talk to people. I know exactly what you are talking about. I have always been like that. The only thing I can say about "friends" and "friends of friends" is that they do not exist. There are only acquaintances. A cold thing to say but just remembering that has removed some of the pressure in social situations where I used to feel like I had to perform in order to get on with everybody. Now I just don't give a shit and make the best of the few people I do occasionally meet and get on with.
When you went to Tescos why didn't you get the bus back up to where ever you live (Townhill?)
Getting carded is something I have never had happen to me. I've looked about 30 ever since i was 16. I'm 25 now!
Watch out with that procrastinating. It almost destroyed my last degree.
Sorry this is so long but i'm making up for time away.
Be good
Don't worry about not being comfortable in social situations and not being able to talk to people. I know exactly what you are talking about. I have always been like that. The only thing I can say about "friends" and "friends of friends" is that they do not exist. There are only acquaintances. A cold thing to say but just remembering that has removed some of the pressure in social situations where I used to feel like I had to perform in order to get on with everybody. Now I just don't give a shit and make the best of the few people I do occasionally meet and get on with.
When you went to Tescos why didn't you get the bus back up to where ever you live (Townhill?)
Getting carded is something I have never had happen to me. I've looked about 30 ever since i was 16. I'm 25 now!
Watch out with that procrastinating. It almost destroyed my last degree.
Sorry this is so long but i'm making up for time away.
Be good
So I'm moving out of James' tonight. I really hope this helps him move on in his mind.
I have really bad PMS today and I'm friggin' knackered, which I'm sure made last night worse when I was out - out of about 10 people I knew in the pub, only 2 made the effort to even say so much as 'hi', the rest blanked...
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I have really bad PMS today and I'm friggin' knackered, which I'm sure made last night worse when I was out - out of about 10 people I knew in the pub, only 2 made the effort to even say so much as 'hi', the rest blanked...
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hysteria_22:
Breaking up sucks, it's such a mental and emotional drain.. Like you say though, those people hardly know you, so fuck 'em. Hope it all blows over soon mate.
soulfly:
Wishing you a good All Hallow's Eve.
Don't you just hate it when you split with someone and then shit stirring starts with all manner of fucking crazy stuff being said about you?
Also, boys with guitars = hot.
Also, boys with guitars = hot.
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bracket:
boys with bass=hot
i have a starnge obsession for those....
i have a starnge obsession for those....
I've had a horrible day today.
Was late for group project, had to deal with a tosser when I had to buy film (can you say pedantic?), shot my project but couldn't get in the right frame of mind, had to walk up big sodding hill on the way back from Tesco's.
Also I have the girl horn and am too lazy to move. Typical.
Was late for group project, had to deal with a tosser when I had to buy film (can you say pedantic?), shot my project but couldn't get in the right frame of mind, had to walk up big sodding hill on the way back from Tesco's.
Also I have the girl horn and am too lazy to move. Typical.
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dark_templar:
well at least u werent attacked by flamin naked midgets........
hope your day gets better.......
whats a 'tosser' or 'horn' or 'pedantic' ???
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hope your day gets better.......
whats a 'tosser' or 'horn' or 'pedantic' ???
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falias:
sorry you had a bad day, hope tomrrow goes better. you are very cute. love the hair color! 
Don't think I'll be in Uni that much this week since I have to move everything of mine out of James' house (I have shitloads of stuff there, including my PC).
Going to meet up with my group for my group project tomorrow to take photos, so that should be a good creative release for me.
I don't think James is handling the break up...
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Going to meet up with my group for my group project tomorrow to take photos, so that should be a good creative release for me.
I don't think James is handling the break up...
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oryon:
so sorry about the break Emmy, i remember when i had to do all that shit in Jan of ths year.
please take care
please take care
_vic_:
breaking up sucks... but new beginnings are awesome....
So, for the first time in my life I've just done the happy mutual agreement split.
I feel great for it and I hope James does too.
I feel great for it and I hope James does too.
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soulfly:
Splits of any kind are not good. Good to hear ytou are ok tho.
tinyblob:
At least you're not at work
enjoy brunch!
enjoy brunch!
Well, I'm off round to drink beer and get a bit stoned with TequilaRayMax and then maybe to a club to do some shit dancing, because as everyone knows shit dancing is truly one of the best things to do when you're drunk.
Also, I am arguing with James about his oven.
Also, I am arguing with James about his oven.
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anakin5163:
getting drunk, shit dancing, arguing about ovens, you have fun, sounds great
thanks for your comment
thanks for your comment
dem_z:
Thank you, that's incredibly sweet of you and it means a lot to me. Have fun dancing! Sounds good. Maybe steal a shopping trolly on the way back too.
Dirty ovens are evil.
Dirty ovens are evil.
good to see your still here
take care girl