emrad2010

I am the stupidest female on the entire planet. And I deserve the pain that has been laid upon me. Until I can look at myself and want to fuck the image I see, I don't deserve anything.

You know what I hate? Having that one person in your life that you would do anything in the world for, who you love to the moon and back times infinity, who only likes you as a best friend. I know I'm too emotional and clingy, but he makes me happier than anyone in the world. I don't know how I could function without him,...
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Alrighty, folks. Time for another update!

I just changed campaigns at work (I work at a call center, for those of you who don't know) and I am now a collections agent for Toyota Financial. Not diggin' it as much as tech support, but it's money. Also, I found out that I am getting a 3% raise. That doesn't seem like much, but it adds...
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So, a brief update on my boring life. (Not that anyone cares or anything...)

I am now working for Toyota Financial Services as a collections agent. I'm not doing too bad, but I'm still learning and nervous as hell...

My best friend and I are moving to San Francisco July 7th (at least, that's the date we're aiming for...) I'm super-duper excited about that!! I...
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Why do people have to be such assholes? I don't understand... It pisses me off to no end. This bitch doesn't even know me and is trying to tell me what to do and being a cunt to my friends..... ARGH!!! It's bad enough that I have a short fuse and that I've never liked her, but then you add her being a total bitch...
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I told myself I wouldn't do this....but I need to get rid of these thoughts somehow...


Why do you always say the right things, the ones you know will turn my heart inside out with happiness? Why do you always do stupid, adorable things that make me giggle and grin? You know what you do to me. You know how I feel about you. You...
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I think I just became a reverend lol.

I submitted my request at the Universal Life Church website. I did it as a joke because I didn't think they were really going to approve it....

But I got an email today saying they were going to mail me my certificate in the mail and that all I would need to do is file a...
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Applying for college and scholarships is so frustrating and nerve wracking! I'm so afraid that I won't get accepted and that I'll let everyone down. I don't want to see the disappointment in my daddys eyes when I tell him I didn't get in or I didn't get the scholarship. I want to look at him and tell him I got into at least one....
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So, my best friend, Taylor (who will most likely be talked about a lot on this blog...) and I were i.m-ing. He is such a dork. I love how we can live so far away, yet be such good friends. We're the kind of people that could sit together in a room in total silence and have the most fun ever. We are very comfortable...
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So, even though I've been a member for a bit, I still don't know how to make friends and interact with people on here. I found SG through myspace. A friend of mine had them on their friends list and it piqued my interest. I love looking at models, especially ones that had tats and piercings and wild hair. I find SG as an inspiration...
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